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I wonder how'll I feel when this manhwa reached chapter 35-37 (so far i'ts the worst part that I've read in the novel) coz I was really feeling so down after reading it. I don't think that Zhenya will ever reach goodness being The Psikh that he is. Also, I just read from the comments that Teakjoo will even build a Stockholm Syndrome later on... So... Waaaah Why am I crying again because of this???!!!! ┗( T﹏T )┛