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Note to self! I’ve read it till ch87 scrolled through last chapters. And i hate the main couple. Mc is manipulative obsessive, he sees right through MC and plays with his feelings. Mc seems and acts like he is tough but he is not. He ‘enjoys’ and ‘likes’ the things ml has done to him in SECRET. He himself never admits it. He acts like he hates it. But his inner dialogue keeps wondering why it feels so good. So ml never feels guilty or bad at the least. No redemption arc whatsoever he doesn’t feel regret. They’re not on the equal footing. Since mc feels good in secret I guess he never questions and confronts with Ml’s ruthlessness. He is needy and unable to take care of himself even though he acts all tough. Going through all of that shit, he doesn’t even have proper response, or bitter feeling. I don’t mind ukes being weak and slutty. Hell, I don’t care if it’s full of rape. But he never admits it. He doesn’t even have resolve. No pride. No self worth. Don’t reread it please!