yall just finished this yesterday.... i cant stop coming back to this bl, i was rooting on adolf just seeing lewis one more time, because i believe that they really love each other, its sad that i cant talk about it with my sisters or tell them bout this amazing story. but why? why would you cheat, rape and hurt the love of your life?? not just hurting lewis but hurting other people that you are just using to toy with, that other guy didn't deserve on being a toy, he was very young and fell inlove with adlof. i feel bad for all of them
yall im crying, to be honest i feel bad for adolf, i was rooting for yall, i felt joowon vibes from adolf, i feel bad he wants to see him one last time, they were together for many years. but i feel bad for the one that adolf cheated with, he was just a replacement of just lewis i think? they look alike, i quite did'nt support the doctor, but he was kind, but i want to ask, who does lewis truly loves? is it adolf because when he died he was just like, "lets go home after school" i was rooting for them to just see each other one last time, I AM STILL HIDING MY PAIN FROM MY SISTERS NEAR ME READING OMG SHIIIT YALL< LEWIS WAS SO BEAUTIFUL THIS MANGA IS BEAUTIFUL BUT ALSO PAINFUL YALL ICAN"T STOP WRITING MY THOUGHTS I JUST WANT TO EXPRESS MY FEELINGS- PUTANGINAAAAA
i think at this point of time it's safe to say that up until the end the only person that he loved was adolf. The last sentence he spoke before he dies showed that he really wanted to go back to the time where he is the happiest, which is his time in school with adolf. As for the doctor he probably didn't love him romantically but view him as sort of a partner/benefactor that treated him with love and kindness in the last days of his life.
i saw some raws that suha has been....never mind i dont want to spoil. i really hate red dude but yall suha such a (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜baddieeee