Raws are uncensored. Ch. 45 is 2 parts.
Cause I ask where you found said raws? I’ve tried looking and haven’t been very successful
where can i read it
It's in newtoki. Just search using the hanggul title
Goddamn Serena the woman that u are! Teach me your ways!
I think it was pretty direct that that's what Eiser wants, especially that we can read his internal thoughts too. He's being considerate, proving in his own way that he loves Serena. However, Serena can't read his mind. She didn't want (or maybe can't?) to assume things. For her, it all sounds so vague. So she needs clear, direct answers. In her thought bubbles, it's even clear that she understands Eiser's sentiments as well. But during that moment, where almost everything is crumbling down (the divorce, the "secret" of her family, Frederick, etc), I think for a moment, she needed some assurance. She needed something that would at least keep her going, even if it meant that promise can be broken. At least for me, Serena's thoughts were "Yes it can be broken in the future. But at least you promising can mean that you tried to hold on to that promise, and I will accept if things changed." I really applaud her growth. I admire Eiser's love for Serena, too. But I think Serena will be more at ease if only he said everything on his mind, especially the part where he was like "I want her to be free/independent".
This was so funny