Na-uh you can't do this to me author-nim
stop it, I don't want to start liking vericon and you can't make me. Please bring albis back. Because that long silver hair, shiny golden eyes and defined abs already had me cold sweating since before but that gentle smile at the end has me all sorts of conflicted. Bro is as majestic as he is unstable.
IF TOXIC ,WHY HOT?? stop making toxic characters look like michael angelo carved them from stone.
I'm glad that a good chunk of people reading this have actually been able to notice that sowon isn't just some slutty MC but rather a clearly traumatized person who uses sex as a form of self destructive coping mechanism to help him dissasociate from reality
that's why (in my opinion) what vericon did here is really important
because instead of just giving sowon what he wanted (the thing that was bad for him)
treating him gently actually worked as a grounding mechanism that pulled him out of that moment
It's absolutely devastating to me that jooha lost his memory. But The thing that breaks my heart the most is that despite how dooshik definitely misses the old him, he still keeps loving him as a whole even if his memories are gone. He doesn't even care about how much he himself is hurting because he can tell that jooha is much more cheerful and relaxed not being able to remember all his trauma.
Sometimes ignorance reallys is bliss and for someone who has gone threw such awful things like jooha, it was his freedom.