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OMFGGGG did anybody get Nanao x Kuon feels from Mujihi na Otoko when seeing the moments between Miyabi and Keisuke? Miyabi's feelings of being only able to offer his body in this relationship was similar to Nanao's case and it just made me almost teared up ┗( T﹏T )┛
Also the next page to Sasabe instantly had my blood run cold

One is fighting with his body using it as a weapon to rise whilst the other is thinking of rising with his own willpower... I think they both deserve some applause (●'◡'●)ﾉ either way they are fighting in their own way.. I think there is nothing wrong with that.. As long as they dun give up..

[Apologies for the long post. Please ignore it. This is just me keeping record of what I read & felt]

I have lost count of exactly how many times my heart DIED while reading this creation of Kyuugou. It was excruciatingly intense & rich with dark, distorted emotions. The whole ambiance of this manga - every panel, every strand of hair, each glance, even simply the wind blowing was enough to make me shiver with fear & anticipation. I kept staring at some pages for more than a minute. I thought, if I don't watch them closely & carefully I'll miss something really important. Everything....and I mean E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G in this story from the start to the last line of last chapter gripped & gnawed at my heart.

I have been wracking my brains after finishing it, exactly which brother was more pitiful and here I am sitting in front of my laptop....staring at the wall, for god knows how long. It felt like they were twin brothers cursed by the destiny itself and Kei's words kept ringing in my ears, "why do you think we came into this world separately?" No matter how much I think about, I can't find/imagine a way for Kei's salvation from his path of self-destruction neither could I bring myself to blame Roku for anything.

Among all the incest mangas & other thought provoking, emotionally disturbing psychological mangas I have read so far, Kyuugou crushed it. It's not like she used some complicated difficult words or dramatic scenes. With simple words, simple lines, simple scenes.....she pulled me into her world! As if everything was happening in front of my very eyes in slow motion holographic images & I can do nothing about it but to see them getting shattered & destroyed by their uncontrollable overwhelming emotions. The eeriness of every scene got under my skin & made me recoil with horror & suspense. Still, I couldn't stop myself from getting swept away with each chapter. It's no wonder she dropped it. I mean, I feel like this just after reading it, so I could not possibly imagine what she must have felt while writing those 9 chapters thick with mind-crippling emotions.

Despite feeling compassionate for her I would still pray & hope that Kyuugou sensei would pick it up again one day & write it till the end. Not just because it's a Masterpiece but because I have come to deeply love & care for those miserable characters. And I don't want them to be stuck in a time hole for eternity without a definite closure.

**PLEASE READ THE WHOLE THING HERE GUYS**

IN ORDER

Vol 1 - Warui Koto Shitai
Vol 2 - Waruiko Demo Ii?
Vol 3 - Kirai ja nai Kedo
Vol 4 - Koi Ja nai Kedo
Oneshot - Warui Koto Bakkashite Gomennasai
Vol 5 - Warui Yatsu Demo Ii
Vol 6 - Mujihi na Otoko
Vol 7 - Warui Koibito ja Dame?
Vol 8 - Kare Ja Nai Kedo...
Vol 9 - Mujihi Na Anata!
Vol 10 - Sunao Ja Nai Kedo...

So here's the prequel to this one: http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/koi_ja_nai_kedo/

And here's the next one: http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/warui_yatsu_demo_ii/

ENJOY!

-Shadow

raw? prologo? http://imgur.com/a/HPVCY/layout/horizontal#0

Can someone give me a link to the chapter by sakuraga mei where yukimura and towa get drunk together?

Thanks :)

link back stage!! light novel http://backstage01.pressbooks.com/chapter/chapter-1/
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