Flowers detail in recent chapter reminds me of the moment back in previous season when JH bought flowers to congratulate, it was white camellias as well, but he bought flowers for the others as well. SY was disappointed... it meant he 'wasn't special' because he isn't the only one who got bouquet. This time SY got whole truck of flowers but instantly grabbed bouquet of white camellias associating them with JH (Idk if he knew for sure they were from JH since I don't understand Korean). That previous time JH rejected his feelings, but now he came for SY fulfilling the meaning of those flowers. White camellias are used in weddings since they symbolise purity, admiration, innocence. And overall camellia symbolise love and devotion.
Off that topic, SY was so handsome and beautiful in this ch
We need more sweets and wholesome stories like this one. Slow and absolutely adorable progress between 2 adults without any weird misunderstandins and instant violence. They are just slowly discovering new feelings and things about themselves. Those affectionate looks and Mr. Kwon's blushing face are everything
I read previous work of Jaxx few times, it had some things, but nothing like this rape here and that's why I liked her writing. Ever since it came back from hiatus it became more like all the mainstream BLs. Why every single one need to have rape. Like do authors understand the concept of rape and how it affects people?...
I would understand if plot revolve around someone's trauma or abuse but when they just put this much graphics and violent sexual assaults it just make me dislike story I liked very much before. And before anyone attack me, I've read literally thousand BL's and saw bunch of shit, I'm not snowflake who's complaining. It's just disappointing when even really good authors who know how to write good stuff turn for 180° and randomly decide to put rape.
Remember the beginning of the story, when Jin was top with some random guy. They took drugs (way less than Matthew ofc, they were conscious but still had drugs in system), Jin went on so long, guy asked him to stop because he couldn't do it anymore and ofc Jin stopped. They continued with bj while Jin imagined Matthew. It was one of rare situations we see top stopping when asked. So this now was kinda disappointing. But maybe Matthew will get back to senses, understand what he did and realize Jin did all of it to protect him (he acted a bit childish even tho I understand him).
Going off from the crumbs I have I think Matthew is drunk & thinks this is a dream so he probably? Maybe would’ve have forced Jin like this if he was sober. Obvs doesn’t excuse him from his actions, but yeah. Also, apparently 10 chaps are missing so idk the bg of what led up to this point so I could be wrong :’)
I didn't attack Matthews actions, I just said my thoughts about authors putting rape everywhere. He's heavily drugged and Brandon said some awful shit about Jin to him (wanted to make Matthew feel jealous and less worth/important to Jin) We know how drugs can mess people up so it's obvious why is he acting the way he do. Those chapters are missing because someone posted very bad unofficial translation and than took it down, now someone posted new chapters (maybe the same person) so people who don't mind reading and not understanding much can see what came next. I've read the original raws so it's pretty clear to me what is going on from the beginning.
With cheapter 110 it's finally the end. It was predictable how it will end, SY would always accept TS no matter what, with all his flaws and shit, but honestly I expected way more, like full chapter of them talking and TS apologizing over and over. Only thing I liked are last few panels, TS finally decided to get out of the shadow and walk BESIDE SY, not behind or in front, which implies he finally see SY as equal and not as a thing he should keep on arm length so he can't escape but also can't be unnecessarily close. Also, colors represent TS's change and realization (smth like in BJ Alex when Jiwoon finally realised he loves DG). But overall entire story was super messy, after 1st season storyline went all over the place.
As for Minhyuk, at the beginning he was my fav character and it didn't changed, Ik he's not great but who is in this entire story....He left just like he appeared and it makes me sad, he could have been way more interesting character, we saw different sides of him but only truth is that he longs for love and I hoped we'll see some light at the end of the tunnel for him too.
We are getting new story from this author. It's called something like Love and Roll, looks like the characters are in rock band or something. Art is beautiful but proportions again are so off. Ik It's just the art, if story is okay it doesn't matter as much but having them look like wide closet with ping pong sized head + super small petite doll bittom is Idk just a bit strange.
They met for the first time during car accident when YO got hit by JH while running away from loan sharks and now it's going to end with them meeting in car crash again, JH's feelings are very visible and will probably touch YO deep enough to reconsider getting back with JH. (I mean YO is already touched and love JH, but you know what I mean