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I really dont remember reading ch29 in the novel, so I'm not sure whether this manwha will follow the novel. Also I read this like way back in MTL so I will do my best to write as many as I can remember.
Yeonwoo (uke) - YW
Seongwoon (seme) SW
Granny - Gran
- I think after this chapter, this is the time where YW will wake up in the at dawn to find out Gran is not besode him. He panicked and called SW to ask for help. They looked everywhere only to find Gran in the market. Gran said he wants to buy YW a cake- YW remembered it was Gran's memory of his 8th bday, where all his friends went to his house and said his house smells and criticised the food that was spread.
- When he received his 1st paycheck he asked church head for help to put Gran in a nursing home which costs 75% of his paycheck. When he told SW abt this, YW said he can just help him until he sends gran to the nursing home. SW thought YW was being selfish. I remember he just said that bec when Gran will be sent to the nursing home, he will have no purpose going to YW's house and he will be alone in his house again.
- After sending gran to the nursing home they drank at SW's place. they reconciled abt their prev misunderstanding and SW said he still couldnt believe he dated him. He also said he is not sure whether his memories will still come back. He asked YW to continue just being friends with him- like a subtle way of saying to forget their relationship/not to get his hopes up. Deep inside SW felt hurt when YW answered "Is that ok?" , then he cried his heart out in the bathroom when he excused himself
- The bully made another comeback. The owner just told YW of possibly rejecting YW's requests for overtime coz business is not good these days. When the owner went out and the manager was left behind, the bully came in the store and asked YW if he's working there. YW begged the bully not to tell the owner abt YW almost hitting him with a brick, (So basically he learned that the bully is relatives with the owner coz the manager talked to the bully and called the manager hyung) He asked YW to go to an address after his shift. The address was a store the bully forced YW to get a phone plan. I'm not sure how much it costs but this means YW wouldnt almost have anything left from his salary. Btw the bully threw something at YW's face so YW got no choice but to sign up.
- Since SW is the only number he knows, he contacted SW using the new phone and he was excited to learn he got one so he wanted to go to YW's place to teach him how to use it. YW rememberd his face was wounded and swollen so he stopped SW from coming and made excuses of being tired. But when SW arrived, he became suspish of YW being fidgety and there he found his bruised face. SW was so angry insisting YW to tell what happened. At first he thought it was the boss but even after YW making excuses he put 2 and 2 together and figured it was the bully.but he was suspish and put things together and learned about what the bully. YW begged for SW not to do anything, there was drama. SW kept on apologising to YW and asked him later why he shouldnt do anything. He said it was bec the boss is the bully's aunt and he might lose his job and not be able to pay for Gran's nursing bills. The next day he went to the pizza place until he clocked out, afterwards, he told SW abt his life being bullie after the bday incident. It's so heartbreaking I can no longer continue, but that's the reson why YW wish is to only die after his Gran, how he was thankful he had his first friend in 3rd yr in highschool even if he lied abt where he live and what kind of life he had, Then he said he would never hate him and that he finally can empty his heart
- Scenes in between where they visited Gran in the nursing home and visited SW's parents grave where they saw the photos in SW's phone where full of YW.
- Next days SW kept on going to YW's workplace where YW felt uneasy bec the owner and the manager liked SW and always laughing when talking to him. He's also suspish on why SW always go there. Then the bully called YW angrily asking him to go to the store. SW eavesdropping at the phone call. SW went with YW at the store. Although YW was so desperate begging SW to not do anything, it was a satisfying moment coz he beat up the bully. He was portrayed like a different person. This was my fave part actually. He even asked YW to hit the bully, which he did.
- After this SW suggested to quit his job at the pizza place. SW will be paying the nursing expenses and in turn he will report to SW's house to study together. IT's like his work but he will study there so that he can go to college. The money paid for gran is like a loan which he can pay off later after college and when he is already working.
- Moments of YW and SW then SW asked YW to meet his friend (who is from Seoul). They had fun together but later YW found out that SW didnt tell the friend what happened to his parents. That night he woke up to seeing SW watching a video of his parents and he was crying later on he got sick,
- After they went on a trip, SW ended up confessing to YW but YW didn't want it. He kept saying they should just stay as friends. When SW insisted on knowing the real reason for YW to reject him bec he kept on changing the subject, YW said he dont want that confession with a different emotion. To him SW's feelings was out of the premise that they were in a relationship. It was like if that premise wasnt there SW wouldnt fall in love with YW. I think it was something about just him being carried away coz he knew he liked YW in the past. IF he didn't know that fact, would SW still like him? SW brushed off this reason. For him the past wasnt important and they could just create new memories but YW got hurt more coz it was like SW just brushed off the past that was very special to him. YW holed up to his house only crying and being depressed. A week after a letter came from SW saying wishing he would be happy and that he is now letting go of him.
This was so heartbreaking istg. I rmember the lines were so superb couldnt stop crying.
- YW felt relieved when the counselor said they will cover his Grans nursing expenses for about 1-3 yrs. He visited Gran to celebrate her birthday and when he went home he packed all things that was impt to him. Then he took all the prescribed pills for him in one go. (he was taken to a psychiatrist by the counselor and was diagnosed with high risk depression) He committed suicide and leaving a will to take care of a bag with all his belongings.
I'll continue the story in my reply.
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A string of demotions and even a broken engagement with the prince. Knight Asha, once on close terms...
- Author: Kie
- Genres: Webtoons / Josei / Yaoi / Smut / Historical / Romance / Royalty / Shounen ai Webtoons Historical Romance Royalty Shounen ai
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