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I saw another person comment that she had postpartum depression and it makes so much sense! When you have that you really do end up hating your child and since they most likely didn’t think that was a real medical condition she most likely never got treated which lead her to continue to distance herself.
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Exactly! I've seen people comment things like "That's what she gets!" Or something similar along the lines but they're not looking at the big picture. She was 22 when she gave birth, that's a young age to do that, not to mention that she also got married at a young age because of political/family reasons. When she wanted to relax, she was being told constantly that she need to stay home and be a mother/wife. That could lead to postpartum depression that lead to get constantly distancing herself.
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Your so right! Postpartum depression must have been there before she even got shunned for going back to partying. I mean if you think about it properly she only knew about socializing and was still young so she hadn’t matured correctly. Then when she had him all she could think about was when she always had fun and you can’t pretend like motherhood is just warm and loving. Motherhood is an exhausting state where you can’t put yourself first anymore and for someone who knew nothing but putting herself first she probably couldn’t handle it.
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Yes! Everyone is acting like once she gave birth, she should have automatically switched to a caring, mature mode when in reality, she was raised, in almost her entire life, to be socializing at parties and hanging out with friends. Giving birth and getting married doesn't automatically make a person mature, it just means that they have to think about another person and more responsibility, which as you said, she wasn't prepared for as she was surrounded by maids and her own husband was not always home due to work.
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I saw a chapter of the webtoon in korean that showed some of her past. I only saw the drawings, and she did looked like depressed in it. Buuuut I don't understand korean and I didn't tried translating it either so I can't say if she was depressed for being pregnant or if it was some other thing that may have happened.... ( ̄へ ̄)
I think we'll see that chapter really soon ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
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Guys, although it’s easy to hate him. I think you should all be more open (not accept lol cuz he a rapist) to the arc. Like the arc (parents) is the reason as to why he acts the way he does, he obviously is gay but because of his mother and father he wasn’t able to show it. Then he meets someone he likes and likes him back, he wants to keep sooin close so he will always have him but not close to where people will know.
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People aren’t chess pieces people is what y’all are saying but to her they are. Lol, like sure that mentality isn’t okay but it’s the most ideal in her situation plus I’m sure he’s actually just going to improve his art. You can tell he has been hiding his true passion for art by making pieces for the customers. What she said will only give him the courage to make the art he wants.
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If you're responding to me I'm saying that they aren't chess pieces in the way just because you know what will happen doesn't mean it'll happen your way
She doesn't know what journey he went on to make him the artist sure knew
And just like she changed her actions could've had an effect and others change as wel
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Tbh if some random classmate that I rejected in high school (not even in a bad or traumatizing way) started being asshole to me bc he was my boss I think I might end up hating them for real. Also, I’m really happy that the bottom actually stood up for himself after they had sex unlike some that go back to the semes right away. Lastly, I hope the bottom has an actual good ex or crush that was actually was a good guy bc I like seeing the tops be possessive ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
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His ex is an absolute dick. In future chapters, he blackmailed and harassed him. Using violence when he didn't fulfill what he wants (╬ ̄皿 ̄)凸 god I hate him. Luckily the seme seems to sense something off from the bottom so he tails him and when things get worse he beat the crap out off that ex.
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Yo what if the killer is the other royal that confessed to our boy? Like he’s so heartbroken that he can never have that he starts killing people that look like him... doesn’t it make sense?
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https://m.vk.com/album579603886_276641400
From this, there's only c1-12. But the spicy scenes I think is is 15 up
Why can’t it just be poly? I mean seriously...