beta
Lewis are such ethereal creature and i love him so much. Its such a loss to lose him. I wonder if i will ever get to be loved by that much. I wonder that if i die people would really care as much. I wonder what was lewis feeling at the end of his life. I wonder if dying beside your loved ones are much better than dying alone. Or is it the same? I wonder if dying unexpectedly or having a countdown to your death day are much more scarier.I wonder how does it felt that your presence affect other people. I wonder what was the last thing Lewis see. I wonder if the doctor ever get to move on from his first love ( i think he should ). I wonder what happened to the dog and the kittens. I wonder when will the president stop gaslighting himself and start to acknowledge Lewis' death. Did Lewis' parents forgive him? I have so many questions. Reading this doomed story given me the feeling of having to lose your loved ones, and made me experience pain that I had never felt before. I will definitely reread this story, again and again.