BEEFY TAN BIG TIDDY BOOTIE BOTTOM
BEEFY TAN BIG TIDDY BOOTIE BOTTOM
BEEFY TAN BIG TIDDY BOOTIE BOTTOM
BEEFY TAN BIG TIDDY BOOTIE BOTTOM
BEEFY TAN BIG TIDDY BOOTIE BOTTOM
BEEFY TAN BIG TIDDY BOOTIE BOTTOM
BEEFY TAN BIG TIDDY BOOTIE BOTTOM
BEEFY TAN BIG TIDDY BOOTIE BOTTOM
BEEFY TAN BIG TIDDY BOOTIE BOTTOM
BEEFY TAN BIG TIDDY BOOTIE BOTTOM
BEEFY TAN BIG TIDDY BOOTIE BOTTOM
BEEFY TAN BIG TIDDY BOOTIE BOTTOM
BEEFY TAN BIG TIDDY BOOTIE BOTTOM
BEEFY TAN BIG TIDDY BOOTIE BOTTOM
BEEFY TAN BIG TIDDY BOOTIE BOTTOM
BEEFY TAN BIG TIDDY BOOTIE BOTTOM
I reread this again from the start and my honest reaction was WTF WAS THIS SHIT. I was NOT expecting this kind of turn, but i was ready for the story to be NTR. But this was WAY BEYOND that. This story contains a lot of heavy graphics, violence during sex, violence, and suicide. It was quite suffocating to read this because somehow there are certain elements that hits close to me. I just dont like how in the early start of the story, they keep on having seggs everywhere. Like there are barely any communication at all, but then the story gets better. So I really suggest that if you want to read this, you must buckled up and be ready. I was lowkey wanting to drop this since it was about ntr relationship (which i hated the most) but things are getting interesting starting when the bottom, Won, keep making weird scary faces. One thing to note, the artist art style really display the character's emotions strongly. Heres what i though on this;
There are some character listed in case you forgotten:
1. Jinha (top, little brother, wearing hoodie and have his hair down, alive)
2. Jinseo ( top, older brother, wearing coats and have slick back hair, died)
3. Won (bottom, the older brother's lover, have loght brown hair)
First of all, I dont know who to blame since almost everyone have their background story that explained everything. The brother, Jinseo was not really in the fault, like he has been betrayed from the start. It was Won's fault that he ended up being batshit crazy. I kinda pity him for a little, but that doesnt justify what he did after knowing that Won had been after his brother in the first place. Five years of imprisonment is crazy man. The little brother, Jinha, was totally innocent. But one thing to note that these brothers ARE NOT in good relationship with each other, mostly because of their parents. So it make sense that Jinha have almost no reaction and felt empty when his brother died. But that just doesnt meant that he can go after his brother's lover, like bro tf? But then again, he had his memory loss. He had been carefree and happy so far until his own parents and friends acted indifferent towards him, not really because of Won though.
Won played a big part of this, mainly because of his psychotic teacher. But that just doesnt really meant that he can went out of his way to manipulate Jinseo. Like the last chapter, Jinha said that there are different ways that he can approach Jinha instead of using his brother. Won just doesnt think that through, I dont know if he is fucking dumb twink or he is just having fun manipulating people. But dont get me wrong, i do get that Won had been abused and mistreated by his tutor for several years and been abandoned by his own family. His obsession for Jinha (maybe as his angel) are quite justified. But then again, that DOES NOT justify what he did for both Jinseo and Jinha (mainly Jinseo).
What i can see that they keep hurting each other, just because of that other person. Won hurt Jinseo because of Jinha, Jinseo hurt Jinha because of Won, Jinha hurt Won because of Jinseo. Its like a never-ending cycle. And Jinseo knew that this happened and took the step to end his life.
I do think that everyone had their own fault in this story but we just cannot put the blame on that person entirely. The friends, the family and the people around them just gave them the booster to be like that. But as we can see, Won somehow managed to be the devil in disguised in any situations. He managed to get the brothers to had only him and kick out everyone else in their life. Won are deemed as the brothers' saviour but then again he is just trying to take advantage of the situation.
I am absolutely thrilled by this story though. Maybe because the plots keep on twisting and I just cannot see how this will end. Are they going to continue being in like this or eventually everything will turn to be better? I dont really think that its the second one though, its very unlikely.
I like this s much..how come theres no side stories??
Lewis are such ethereal creature and i love him so much. Its such a loss to lose him. I wonder if i will ever get to be loved by that much. I wonder that if i die people would really care as much. I wonder what was lewis feeling at the end of his life. I wonder if dying beside your loved ones are much better than dying alone. Or is it the same? I wonder if dying unexpectedly or having a countdown to your death day are much more scarier.I wonder how does it felt that your presence affect other people. I wonder what was the last thing Lewis see. I wonder if the doctor ever get to move on from his first love ( i think he should ). I wonder what happened to the dog and the kittens. I wonder when will the president stop gaslighting himself and start to acknowledge Lewis' death. Did Lewis' parents forgive him? I have so many questions. Reading this doomed story given me the feeling of having to lose your loved ones, and made me experience pain that I had never felt before. I will definitely reread this story, again and again.
shounen-ai ver.
https://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/1460014/
- High
(Rating: 3.5- 5)
May include heavy words and acts
- Mild
(Rating: >2-3.4)
May Include heavy words and threats but did not commit them
- Low
May Include claiming words (you're mine) and jealousy
(Rating 1-2)
Spicy level(how intense the seg scene is)
High
Mild
Low/vanila
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Highly recommend
