2024-07-25 01:12 marked
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2024-07-17 04:59 marked

like eun haeul is definitely just trying to help out yoon pado because he's a good person, but i can't help but feel like from a third-party perspective, he just comes off as wrongly entitled to being a part of yoon pado's life despite yoon pado's reasonable boundaries and avoidance towards him. like if i was yoon pado and my old high school friend who yelled at me while i was crying and said they never wanted anything to do with me suddenly started to act like they got my back years later after no contact, even after i told them to their face to fuck off for what they've done, and they don't even acknowledge what they've done to me in the past, i would be PISSED lmao. like idk man just reading this makes me feel cringeeeeeee like i get so embarrassed reading eun haeul's interactions with yoon pado LOLLL like brooooo at least say sorry out loud omgggg. i like eun haeul a lot, though. i just feel bad for yoon pado for having to put up with this shit.
2024-07-17 04:56 marked
2024-07-07 22:01 marked

These characters are so much more than red flag, toxic, green flag etc. they all have their flaws and backgrounds and complexities and it’s fcken beautiful. Let my boys be and just read the actual plot or just come back when it’s done and skim through to the smut and endgame couple ( ̄へ ̄)
2024-07-02 06:07 marked
2024-06-24 15:27 marked

The longer you know someome does not always equate to the strength of the relationship. The fact that Ian has said TJ is all he has, is sooo bad. its not romantic and heartwarming. it implies he needs him, and we will never know if the relationship is out of need or want.
Im sorry but when it comes to a relationship I want to want someone not need them because they are the only person Ive had in my.
2024-06-24 15:03 marked

with tj, ian is haunted by the past and becomes a shell of a person that’s not even himself. tj has no plans to leave the gang, and this environment turns ian into a ruthless and unfeeling machine… almost like nothing. their sex is honest and passionate because he’s not fucking for love. to him it’s an act of raw desire that distracts them from the problems they share and never wanting to open up (as ian admits). together they perpetuate a cycle of constant push and pull, where one person is always at the extreme
with jo, ian is able to take a fresh breath and feel like there’s a life that’s exists far beyond what he’s been shown. ian becomes SO curious and has endless first times when it comes to fulfilling things. it’s like his inner child is being healed, and he’s able to be young and carefree. he unknowingly lets his guard down, and is comforted by how alike they are (how they say or think the same things at the same time). jo opens up ian’s world instead of shutting him away
all this to say, i feel like the sex scenes blind tj and ian shippers + fans believe utter devotion = tj is owed love from ian, even that very devotion is harmful or manipulative. and jo doesn’t deserve as much hate as people give him
2024-06-23 05:07 marked
Rawsss