
This was a wild ride. And I am so glad that it ended with both of them being happy. Yeah, it was really fucked up at some points, but I liked it. The seme realized that he fucked up royally, reflected on it, and persevered to change. Yeah, they're not perfect and in real life this probably wouldn't slide, but it's fiction. They are flawed human beings with traumatic lifestyle.

I am scared that Guwon might be playing teach. Pretending to be stupid to get the teacher on his good side and whatever. Idk. Why else would he be throwing up after kissing him? I don't know what he would get out of other than entertainment at his expense. Maybe seeing how far he can string him along, just to be "did you really think i was that stupid? Did you really think that i would like someone like you?"
I hope I am wrong, but saying that he was just "too good looking for his own good" seemed like what a fuck boy would say who is playing someone.

Although there were aspects or romance and such, i like that it didn't focus on that. Instead, the author chose to focus on Yoohan and his story. His struggle to overcome his guilt and atone for his sins. I feel like they wrote it so well, not jumping into romance or him depending solely on Jay. Instead it was Yoohan working hard with Jay to find himself and get revenge.
The way it was written seemed very thorough imo. And the ending where the two are together but not extremely close also fits bc Yoohan is just barely overcoming his darkness and starting to depend on Jay. If he was madly in love it would have seemed rushed and ooc for Yoohan. Hopefully in the spin-off we'll get to see more of them being happy together and Yoohan's mentality will improve.
There was actual plot instead of full on smut and drama, which is a breath of fresh air. It also really makes me want to cherish my family and be a good person bc karma is a real thing.

I'm gonna let this marinate. I'm at ch. 15 and there is barely any development with the two main characters and I skipped ahead to see if there was any change by ch. 37 and I couldn't really see it. So, I'm gonna let it marinate and hope that there is more development in the plot and characters by then.
First chapters actually have me sick. I would love an alternate world BL with an older uke, but THIS?! Nuh uh, bruh. What a waste of a great concept. Too bad the uke is old af (in his 40s) and the r*pist prince is just coming of age. Huge age gap and non-con. It's like I'm back in the 2010s with this one.