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I am kinda shocked cause even tho the author was giving hints at red knight and rubiel, i was denying it so bad especialy after red knight says that he sees rubiel as a little sister or as a little child so i was like yeah there probably gonna have an older brother-little sister relationship but after reading spoilers: ***** that they will end together as grown ups****** i feel unconfy reading the scened btw them now, i know the spoiler didn t happen yet and will happen at the very end but still seing as she is literally a kid and him an adult is gross