try not to smile giggle and feel warm and fuzzy inside challenge (impossible)

also. love love love that no sex scene is included it just adds more depth to their connection and intimacy (i love them sm it feels disrespectful to watch them do it)

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don't let them catch you crying now (dude is so hurt hope he don't jump tonight)

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lowkey kinda wanna see an alternative ending (bcos i know it'll all turn out fine at the end) where he does become a better person better in a way that he'll feel satisfied with who he is and that means it will take at least a decade (healing is not easy). no closure no communication no sht, just hopes and faith that they'll end up together. But they dont. The older guy ends up with somebody else (someone his age perhaps) and the younger guy will be left alone with himself, and maybe do things he was deprived of in his childhood, enjoy independence and the peace of solitude. growing old without a romantic partner tho may seem like a tragic end for people, is not bad at all (i am extremely introverted and i find solace in the abyss)

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gun in your head. if your survival depends on your royal manhwa recommendation, what manhwa would you bet your life on?

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idk if this is actually— technically good for my brain bcos on one hand it stimulates your mind like some intellectual exercise, I'd say almost like logical reasoning where you utilize your comprehension skills, finding context clues and sht but also if it's actually your brain regressing and rotting from all these shtty translation. might need lobotomy after this.

ririchan created a topic of Backlight

dude's marking his territory in many ways more than one, like, for example: following him everywhere he goes like a dog

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there's this straight royalty manhwa that I can't remember the name but can remember certain scenes like: 1. the girl has a healing voice that can heal the male leads bedridden mother 2. i think she was a siren and was abused in her past life 3. they sailed to the sea to investigate her species

ririchan created a topic of Merry Marbling

this is too fcking wholesome they really SEE and appreciate one another, one thing that was lacking in my high school relationships. I was always so busy with trying to be seen that I wasn't able to appreciate their existence (also maybe bcos im actually lesbian, but still to be loved is to be seen)

i love that for her!!! in the words of mitski "my love is mine all mine, nothing in the world belongs to me but my love", a woman in love and asking to be loved is not weak!!

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ISTG IF U DON'T LET MY MAN LIVE!!!!!!!!!

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WHY YOU BLUSHING BRO?!?!?!?!?!?!

ririchan created a topic of Merry Marbling

that was so brave of him, stepping out of his comfort zone, and also taking a risk. he was aware of all the possible outcomes of everything that he did and does but despite that he still went for it. i love love love that them loving each other became an instrument of self-love. this is so pure

I don't remember how the blonde messed things up nor am i sure if he's even related to whatever happened, it's just that as soon as I saw him something inside me flinched and tensed from anger, it's like instinct. my intuition is telling me I don't like that guy.