The high priest said, you only can meet with that goddess if you comit the worst sin - aka comit suicide. So how the hell did she come the conclusion, that the goddess live in the lake?! If she jump in the pond with suicide thought she would meet her, but if she jump down from the palace 6 floor with suicide thought she would meet the too ans much if she jump before running carriage with suicide though she would meet the goddess too....I just trully don't get it why she thinking that the goddess with the library is in the pond.....it's not in the pond...no matter where you going to comit suicide, you end up in the library....