THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I'M HATING THE UKE! (I never hate an Uke because Uke is waifu but Jooin is...)
When I think about it, the weirdest one of these three is Jooin. Why is he having dreams of Yahwi having sex with him in the first place? (I don't really get it) And why is he not sorting things out first?
Honestly, I never heard they fix things up after they stop seeing each other (Yahwi and Jooin). Yawhi just said 'he's gonna be better' and Jooin be like— sex.
This is the fist time I haven't bet my ship yet and I now know the reason why. It's becaue I can't pair up Jooin with anyone else. What's his deal? The guys are all just coming to him.
He's like the 2nd Version of A guy Like you Uke, but dumber.
If you ask me, Is Jooin Attractive? No, but he's cute (though not cute cute). Does he have unique characteristic? No, but he's incredibly good. Is he interesting? No, I never heard him utter a word that make me swoon.
In short, the Uke is a flop with great Seme characters around.
Though, I can't hate him completely because I love all Uke. I just hope he has great characteristic in Cain side. (What's more into them, that is) but if it's just "that that" then...
Oh well, this relationship really makes me feel uneasy. I feel like Masato just settled down because he'd gone mature, like settling for less eventhough you are worth than more. We, do this a lot when we grew older, comprimising, adjusting, adopting... <because this is the best way we can do>
...but I'm not in anyways against their relationship or anything about the story. But I just felt that this is quiet depressing for us readers. Like who wants to see some 'receiving the end of the stick' relationship?
Of course, we would feel bad. When reading, we want to see both parties filled with love. That's the least we can do, the only thing a fictional character can be happy are through fictional characters as well. That's why, seeing this breaks my heart. I want to see Masato happy more than this. <I, atleast want to see a character development for Asahi. It always feels like it's hard to favor him out. Like he always makes me feel uncomfortable.>
You know those type of relationship? 'You do this because you want, I didn't ask you to.' Those that one sidedly receive. (But I know he's not like that, but he didn't show any opposing side too)
But thinking of it, I would do the same as Masato. My feelings are mine alone. If I feel happy for being in loved, then it's fine. That's the kind of feeling we want to last long. We don't feel other emotions, we only feel ours. And Masato do this because it makes him happy the most. (Though, we know there are plenty of ways to make him happy more.)
...when I think that, none of them are about to break apart of each other, then it's fine...right? 'Love is not an emotion, it's your existence' (I heard about this.)
I think you're whole uncomfortable thing about asashi is that because now that masato does so much for him,, you wihs that asashi would give back just as much,, since it seems to always be masato thats overflowing wiht selfish affection,,,,
However not everyone is as open when in live,, and asashi does have his own way of being affectionate)(like choosing the bento over expensive meat),,
But still I wish he would show affection more openly sonmasato who is always desperately giving affection and love like no tomorrow could have a taste of his own feelings and just be spoiled you know
He's been trying very hard since forever
And I wish asashi would be the one chasing so masato can learn that it's OK to voice his feelings and inner displeasures
I felt especially sad for the birthday thing,,,, because I experienced something similar too,,, cz you know when you are all enthusiastic about making others feel special and happy by celebrating the day they came into exwistance,, even if u don't care about it you atleast send a simple happy birthday on text or somehtting just for the sake of the other person.... And then when other people who are closest to you don't even bother with the simple line of happy birthday,,, its a hit to your self esteem,, and then there is this feeling of oh well so we have to let go and compromise again,,,
It's really sad when I think of masato, bacause his closest erson to hi heart did not know his birthday (I assume cz he would've noticed it was in that month at least even before it came, or atleast after it came if he actually forgot). And had to be told by other people,, while masaato was celebrated on thta day by acquantices
It's always masato who wants to know more about the other person,,,, which at this pint I feel like masato is just thinking thta as long as asashi loves him it's fine for these things
The sole fact that he had to tell himself that it's OK that hes spending the night of his birthday alone cz asaahi is busy literly means he's bothered deep down by it and has to convince himself otherwise to feel better about it by compromising
Oh my this turned kinda deep long rant lol
Yeah, this is too much for Masato. I feel like having part 2 of this Manga is definite. And it's even more heartbreaking because we haven't heard Asahi saying "I love you" to Masato atleast once.
And this type of relationship will tire out the giving party more sooner than later. If Asahi didn't take a step, there's a chance if Masato finds another guy who he think he can love and show more affection than Asahi then...would it all be good?
Masato always compromise and we don't like, especially me, I don't really like it. Relationship should be balance, giving and receiving. And I feel like Masato finds this okay because of the past wrongdoings of him. But he deserves to be happy, he's really worth it.
This breaks my heart, especially when Masato is blushing for every small things I didn't find to be blushing off. Haha. He's very simple and low-maintenance. I hope Asahi show more affection or else--who cares about those kinds of Seme? Who cares if you're the main character? Screw off!
LOLOLOLOL. HAHAHAHA. I can't believe this is one of my starter as a Fujoshi and when I look back at it now, THIS IS TOTALLY WEIRD, neh?!
Hahaha. I pick up a lot of strange Yaoi as my starter (sucks not having a fujoshi friend to guide you, google is cruel...I watch what looks good.)
Hahaha, and now when I look at Fujoshi community, it irritates me how people will go on about hating "rape" , "rape", "rape". And how this one's weird, ew.
And I'm totally fine with anything? And when I think about it, I started off with a lot of rape as a starter and weird kinky acts. AND THIS ONE MAYBE ONE OF THE REASON WHY I HAVE FETISH FOR SHORTER BOTTOMS! WAAAHHH 5:7!!
maaan my first was finder (which i'm pretty sure used to be callled viewfinder??)... i do appreciate these newer styles and stories though lol when i think back to like finder and junjou romantica i can't believe the difference in art style... but like that was what was available so like you don't think much about it at the time but yeaahhhh THAT's the weird part lol i don't think i can appreciate that art style as much anymore after being in love with all the newer art siigghhh ..... i'm like an old man now LOL
Some of my friend like yaoi but they don’t like to talk about it that much so i feel ya. The newer the yaoi the less rape scene they have (excluding manhwa cos rape still appear). I say it’s because denial bottom is hot af in the past( yeah it is pretty hot) and dom top is what everyone wants back then. Nowadays, we have short top, airhead top, tall bottom, cute top. And i love the variety , originality and how the author’s gonna do with the plot.
This somehow has a same artstyle as Sakurabi Hashigo-sensei (The creator of Dakaichi)
But it feels different. Not enough love, I think? Hehe. I thought sensei's Artstyle is the reason why I love Dakaichi a LOT but I guess Sakurabi-sensei is different and only one. (What am I saying, lol? Haha)
I'm not against rape because Dakaichi has rape too but I wish they balance it out somehow. Eventhough Dakaichi has rape, I never seen someone as gentle as Junta when holding someone. (I love how he always support Takato's head when they're having sex and notice every single thing about him)
I mean, this reminds me of Dakaich but this Manga's story is all over the place.
Another 5:7 relationship from the Author, yay!~(ノ´ヮ`)ノ*: ・゚
Hahahha, I pick it up with some Fujoshi Vocabulary. The Author has other BL manga and it always been 5:7. It means the top is shorter than the bottom.
You know most of the Seme are always the taller ones because tall means big PP but I think the author has a thing for 5:7.
(Ya know how they would say Naruto×Sasuke or other prefers Sasuke×Naruto. In short it's either 5:7 or 7:5)
That's how it is. I really prefer 5:7 that's why I'm happy. Like I want to see Midoriya×Todoroki or Yuri×Viktor which is 5:7, Midoriya is shorter than Todoroki and Yuri is shorter than Viktor.
<But there are some Fujoshis who prefer the other way. Because it is norms for top to be the tallest.>
But yeah, there are Fujoshis like me that prefer shorter guys to be the top. This is also causes some dispute to some Fujoshis. Hahaha. Because we have diferent wild imaginations of top and bottom.
Hehe.
YES! FINAALLLY! WAAAH~。゜゜(´O`) ゜゜。