It's always difficult to cross a road that few or no one has taken before. We all face this in our daily lives, even I choose the practical or a sure thing, eventually lose my passion for the things I used to love. But I'm taking baby steps in trying to rekindle those passions. It is never easy to balance things, as there are responsibilities in life. Those who bet everything on what they love either succeed in reaching the top of their career or fall into severe depression when they realize they have hit a dead end and they lost to much they no longer can't get up (no alternative)