![](https://www.mangago.zone/images/loading1.gif)
As you know I failed my driving test before it even started yesterday, afterwards I took a lot of my anti depressants and went to a graduation party for a friend. Now at the party I find out that my best friend has her driving test tomorrow (today).
Last night I had a dream that my crush confessed to my best friend
I just found out that my best friend passed her exam today
Now I know there are people who are going to say hey you should be happy for your friend, I am but my problems are entirely different from her and it makes me jealous how normal she can be and I can’t.
In a week I turn 18, and my driving test also changes with it. Where I live, I will be required to be tested for the freeway which as a minor I didn’t need to and was never prepared for, as well as I don’t have any adult with a license in my life to drive around with, while my best friend has been driving for two years with her dad everyday. She has aunts uncle and close friends to help and I have no one because I’m an immigrant. My mom refused to drive with me and my dad is busy working. I sit and look at my self and think this is all my fault for not working hard enough to and for making such a fucking stupid mistake, I feel guilty for the mistake and for being jealous. How lucky are my friends to have these people in their life but why not me too, why am I not lucky.
I included my dream because I guess even subconsciously I am jealous, and feel like I’m not enough to even be loved
Sorry I felt like I needed a rant and I don’t want to burden anyone in my life with this. Because it’s so fucking stupid and I feel like no one will understand.
It's understandable to be upset about not passing. But make sure you don't take it out on your friend. She didn't do anything wrong & it sounds like she's been practicing for awhile. One way to look at it, is that maybe it's good you didn't immediately pass if you're going to be turning 18 soon & still haven't practiced or prepared for the freeway. It would have sucked if one day you had to suddenly get on it & put yourself in danger because you got nervous because you were by yourself & wasn't prepared properly for the highway. People tend to drive differently on there & it can be pretty scary for newer drivers especially when it comes to getting off & on ramps. Also I'm not sure what part you may have messed up on if it was the actual driving or the exam portion, but it's better that it happened in a controlled environment where you & others that potentially couldve been on the road are safe & there was no accident, or forgetting rules/laws of the road while in action & by yourself. So don't see this as a failure, look at it as more time to actually prepare yourself so you truly can be independent once you get your license & are able to drive alone. & you won't have to go from a permit to a license now, you can get your license. It sucks that your parents are busy, I'm not sure if your friend got her full license or what state/country you are in, but if she is a fully licensed driver maybe she can ride with you while you get some road time in. & if she's your best friend & you're familiar with her parents it might be worth it to ask them if they can practice with you a few times since your parents aren't available to help. You should be proud to be an immigrant. There is nothing to be jealous or embarrassed about. Yes sometimes it's a little harder for you to reach your goals you set for yourself, but it also helps make you stronger and more capable of handling real world situations. You're going to be better prepared than a lot of people your age. You will be able to retake the test soon. So don't fret. Just take this time to read over your material & better prepare yourself.
Hi guys I just found out the novels author, latine, is Islamophobic.this is the tweet posted by latine https://x.com/hanacore/status/1412469550088560643?s=46
If you don’t/or have Twitter the tweet is:
미칙ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ전 알라란 이름의
악역을 만들어 몰락시키려고 했는뎈ㅋㅋ
Auto Translated by Google:
Mickey ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ I was trying to make a villain named Allah and bring him down. ㅋㅋ
I used to really like this story but I’m kinda uncomfortable reading it now, so I will not be supporting, I don’t care if you guys do or not I just wanted to let yall know
The fuck????!!!!
Is it bad that I lowkey don’t care? Like the Palestine stuff, Israel stuff a wrapped up. I really have no say in who’s right or wrong so I’m very “I’m not involved with this” kinda mentality. Ignorance is bliss I guess? But is it bad?
You see... In SEA we don't have good impression of that side... We grew up being scared of terrorism from people who claims they do it in His name. They steal your home and rape women and children. No help comes because it happens in urban/rural areas... There are some people who claims to do it for such reason and be a walking bomb in a train station, in the mall or anywhere that is populated. Now that I have lived in the US for more than a decade, I finally learned the truth that not all of them are like that, that there are just people plain extremist... But be aware even how fast the technology progresses, the truth is always not available. People whose loved ones passed because of the traumatic events and because media will only tell us when bad things happens, people will be more closed minded. When people expressed their opinions, it is better to lay out the facts... If that will change their opinions then it's good, but people who saw people suffered and actually lost their love ones will take time to understand...
It's not bad cuz some people don't even care about US school shooting or Paris Olympics with e coli water or Ukraine and Russia war.
However, the thing is t82jp talking about the novel author being Islamophobic as in insulting Muslim's god, not about Palestine or Israel stuff. Allah means god in Arabic, so it's just novel author being hateful to Islam or to Arab people generally becuz Christian Arab people would use Allah too if they pray in their own language. However it's nothing to do with Palestine and Israel...
Ignorance is bliss but if you don't even know what's the comment is all about...I think it's quite bad tbh...
You're entitled to your own opinion but saying ignorance is bliss is wrong. Taking a "neutral" stance is taking the side of the aggressor. It's like someone around you is being bullied but you don't do anything to help that person because "ignorance is bliss." If you're being neutral because you don't know enough about the conflict, you should at least gain some understanding of the situation. There is no true neutrality in a genocide.
What can't we just have good things in life
Exactly this. Being passive is not neutrality, it's standing on the side of the oppressors.
People always ask how regular Germans could allow Natzi Germany to happen & commit all those atrocities in WW2 and how it was justified.. well, you're seeing it happen today. Israeli government has been committing genocide for decades, and have only ramped it up with the current fighting. At the same time, they've been spreading propaganda that dehumanises Palestinians, thus leading to scenes where you have some Israeli people HAPPY to see them being bombed and killed.
It's sad to see that the western world is justifying genocide and unwilling to call it out because of another genocide from the past. Neither are right, and we should be able to call it out for what it is.
Oh yeah, I vaguely remember this being talked about years ago when the manhwa started. I do want to point out to everyone that we are reading this on an illegal site, so no profits are going to the author. I won't judge anyone for stopping to read this ofc, no matter the reason.
It is bad, like when A steal B's house, make it like A's own house, but then play the victim and kill them. And u as a neighbor just sitting there and do nothing. Imagine it was ur house that got steal like that. Know their story first, and how can u feel nothing while watching kids and children got killed in brutal way? Even u say it was a war, children/kids/women are not part in the war. It's not a war anymore, it's genocide
Which is true... Imagine a bunched of westerners pouring hate on the author and her finding out about these people were stealing her stuff and judging her at the same time, lmao. I think that is why mangago almost got purged a year ago, because of twitter. Authors and artists found out. Like Mangago is still in the red and I won't be surprised if it disappears one day like Onemanga and mangaupload, those are big sites that got purged decade ago...
No the problem is, i literally know nothing about the situation. It’s like I know the two sides and then one friend would say this and this, and hen another would be saying a whole other thing and it just got super complicated bc they’re both my friends and I didn’t want to side on one so I was like “I don’t wanna know”
At one point, when I only knew one side, I was like “yes, this is wrong. This shouldn’t be happening’’ But then my other friend posed another POV (I honestly don’t remember,
Like I said before, there is no being neutral. If you think you're neutral you're actually siding with the oppressor, the villain. "I don't know enough" then go learn. This conflict has been going on since the late 1900s, there is an abundance of resources for you to find. Even just a quick search in many social media apps will bring up so many videos and post about the situation. If you're not smart enough to choose a side maybe you should get off the Internet and go back to school.