These two have had such an unhealthy relationship from the start. Really, the one is a cheater and clueless. The other is an asshole who just jerked the other around until they ended up together. It's no wonder things ended up like this.
That being said, I really hope they get a chance to talk to one another. Communication will help them. I think they could make it as a couple, but they have to start over.
Okay, maybe this makes me sound old but damn Atsushi is such a child. Reason #1 that 18 year olds shouldn't be considered adults. He was so pushy and pushy and pushy and then when his bro breaks things off he just decides his life is over until his bro comes and agrees to love him.
Yuusuke has lots of legit concerns and fears about their relationship and has his own problems to deal with. He needed time to think things through but the baby bro just couldn't wait and pushed him to the point where he had to break things off.
Just made me so annoyed!
**Slight spoiler**
Really, the best part to me was with the first couple, the uke had to deal with a past lover and asked the seme to just trust him and wait for him to solve the problem himself. And he did! The uke wasn't one of those weak people who couldn't do anything himself and he faced the situation head on and the seme just waited at the house to welcome him home afterwards. It was so touching and mature! The seme was still crazy jealous and but he didn't try to solve the problem himself or stalk the uke as he handled things. That is real love!
Could someone who knows about those things tell me more about what's going on in chapter 12 pg 11? I tried google and didn't find anything....
I've been involved in BDSM for 30 years. The "cleansing" or enema is utterly debasing and humiliating to anyone who has to face it. You are flushed full of not only water, but a liquid stool softener/ laxative called sodium citrate and occasionally aphrodisiacs and stimulants are used. This is like a "super colon blow" and you are subjected to cramps and severe abdominal pain if you try to hold it in. It is usually performed in front of an audience to heighten the humiliation and trust me when I tell you, you can't NOT shit yourself. And you will continue to shit yourself for about an hour. I've seen this performed twice. Once on a new slave who chose their fate and once on a slave who had slept with someone other than their master without permission. Outside of scatology - the seeking of pleasure through feces - enemas like this are usually used as punishment. Severe punishment. You have to understand that things like neglect play, rape play and having pain inflicted is not just an everyday occurrence, it brings pleasure to submissives. So, for a dom or master to really "put their foot down", extreme measures are necessary. Even in BDSM circles scat play and scatology are uncommon. The enjoyment of feces goes against deep rooted fear and revulsion in most people. Thus, something like a public enema is effective for punishment without resorting to inflicting real damage on a person. As for the sub who chose to have it done, once you have shit all over yourself in front of a crowd, there really isn't much worse out there that can embarrass you. This makes things like exhibitionism seem like a picnic in the park.
I loved the main couple the best. They were so great. I get tired of all these stories with virgin ukes who wear halos only to be drawn into vice by the seme. This story is so refreshing. And it turned out so sweet and gentle. A total win!