Lmao some ppl may feel bad for the director but different not me. Who cares if he overworked himself to forget his sadness etc, he still couldn't handle rejection. Instead of working on himself or working on how to make a new start with Nan (By proving he's changed n he loves Nan), he literally just forced his ways, his money and his privileges to get Nan.
The director didn't and still hasn't cared abt Nan's needs, wants or feelings. He's only sad by the details n the facts because it would save him so much time n effort if he noticed them sooner.
Some ppl r so easily persuaded by money to feel more sorry for him than for Nan
For ppl who r upset abt Sasya. Pls don't look at the situation one sided. Both made wrong moves and mistakes. Karl fell for a stranger because of his appearance, his obsession almost made him r*pe Sasya. He cared abt Sasya but he also only thought of his own needs (like Sasya w his dream of dancing but Karl is more in his fantasy world).
He was very controlling, like he did everything without even asking Sasya or seeing how he's doing, asking his mental health etc.
And Sasya, he's literally traumatized and couldn't trust ppl cz his upbringing n his appearance, he only knew and thought of dancing. And when Karl didn't support his dream or his need and just did everything without asking him, he just felt trapped. N since he's so unstable and ofc he gonna think negatively and do stupid things.
At the end of the day, both of them just followed their dreams, but at the cost of hurting one another. Karl w his dream of living happily w Sasya and Sasya w his dream of becoming a dancer, a performer
Aside from the 3some n the smut. I find the uke pretty interesting, it's like he doesn't have real feelings for anyone, his true feelings are only shown through acting, he sees everything and everyone as a game (especially when he's so good at acting). I also think he's sick with most ppl's true nature (in entertainment industry where ppl can be fake etc and "backdoor" stuff happens) so that's why he was surprised and got interested in the actor guy
Anyone has the link to the novel? And spoiler:
Be prepared, the seme is kinda an asshole. He's already in love with someone else (Nicolas, the uke's brother's lover). He only sees the uke as his sex friend and he doesn't remember the first time they met (when they first kissed). To him, he's only having sex with the uke because he was asked to by Nicolas. Therefore, basically he's having sex for himself n Nicolas, he doesn't really think much about the uke. Him beinh gentle is like his personality? Just think of a charming gentle character who acts caring but doesn't actually care or love you. This is all I know from a short review of the novel.
The uke also falls in love with the uke and later finds out abt the truth (he was about to confess his feeling then heard the seme's conversation where the seme kept stressing "we are only sex partners/ I'll keep being gentle to my sex partner till the deal end"). The seme is his first love
Wait... isn't the author of this dj makes this dj for free on Twitter? Moreover do they even allow repost???
If anyone is interested, you guys should find their Twitter, they're mainly Childe x Aether or 3p Childe + Zhongli x Aether.
That's all I know about them since I don't like Aether and prefer Childe x Zhongli
This page is where Tartali artists post nsfw stuff of them
https://poipiku.com/SearchIllustByTagPcV.jsp?KWD=%E3%82%BF%E3%83%AB%E9%8D%BE
There are some parts that aren't mentioned in this manhua, for example why the uke actually died
Spoiler:
He has shitty family who only care about "reputation", they taught him to be like "a tyrannical president" on purpose. The reason why he died is because he committed suicide, when he visited his brother at the hospital, his brother threw heavy stuff at him which caused him bleeding and then yelled at him telling him "You should die". Tired of everything + his medical condition, he did what his brother told him to do
The freaking industry is disgusting if you know its dark side. Moreover, 90%+ of showbiz mlm stories always make the bottom rock bottom and has to tolerate bs. I hate how they make them all so dependent and so weak