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i had memories from childhood too .... like my parents were fighting cuz someone woman send a love letter to my dad at my grandma's house.. or when my dad should go drinking at the cafe and my mom got mad and they start fighting...or when they divorced without telling and my mom went ahead and married some other guy without telling me ad just tell me its just her boss TT^TT

I'm so sorry to hear that.. Hopefully it didn't leave any deep scar on you.
A send you a big hug (づ￣ ³￣)づ

lol it did lol ... but therapy is helping. but i was able to hear my dad telling that he loves me after 29 years so it should help ease my pain. and thank you for the hug ^^

Same... I'm 28, nd only a few months back, I could hear my mom apologizing for everything she did to me, but only 'cause i begged her. She said her apology was from the teeth out, since she doesn't feel she owe me one.

And therapy didn't work for me. I was overdosed b my shrink and gained 50 kilos in 4 years. I would sleep 20 hours a day.

The path to self-healing is never-ending, but i hope you find your peace. (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

i'm sorry you have to go through all that. my situation wasnt too bad all i can say is... i rather be homeless than stay with that creep of a stepdad.

i have been in therapy for a while now..had taken all kinds of meds even those for hallucinations and stuff. sometimes i have insomnia which sucks. also i gain weight becz the medication made hungry 24/7

i kinda relate to jun tho since i didnt really get to spend time with my parents. i have been apart from my dad for more than 20 years so i gets awkward when we are together lol

i can also relate to yul a bit cuz i was raised by my grandma till i was around 9 and i have always called her mom and i still do but bcz i called her mom i got bullied. they said i didnt have parents and that my parents didnt want me that why they left me with my grandma

I belive that any situation is big enough if it affected you. Sometimes I tried to convince myself that everything i lived wasn't as bad as every body else, as a way to conform myself or pretty much live in denial.
But we all feel and live differently, but just because your situation seems less than others, it doesn't mean it isn't as important as theirs.

I do believe there's much more to tell in your story, as I do too, but in forgiving i found the confort to forget and move on. That worked for me, and you need to find what works for you to heal. Don't let other people tell you what is normal or not, in that process.

In my case, my first decision, was to change my first and last name, to become someone knew , and not live in the shadow of a little girl whose dad abandoned when she was 5. It took that weight off my shoulders to BE ME, and not his daughter.

Find what works for you! (⌒▽⌒)

thats true... thats what my psychologist also told me. she said that even if i dont suffer as much as other people doesnt mean it doesnt matter.

for me its still a bit difficult since the person i want to acknowledge me isnt even alive anymore. plus i felt lots of betrayal even tho i now understand that she has her own reasons. even tho that creep of a stepfather touched my butt (when i was a child) and enters my room while i was changing (till i left that house) my mom said its was normal and i just had to accepted it ... that kinda hurts cuz she chose him and not me

That definitely wasn't normal, and it's sad how some people are not fit to be parents yet they are allowed to.
My mum also chose my step-dad instead of me. They were together for 13 years, and he was a scum. He treated me poorly and compared me to his kids who got better grades or seemed smarter. Never treated me more than my mum's backpack, and she allowed it. She lived for him. And neglected me since i was 11 yo.
When he chose to end the relationship 4 years ago, he blamed me, though he wasn't man enough to say the real reason, and it wasn't even related to us.

Hopefully one day your mum come to understand her mistakes and the pain she caused you. They all do eventually. And that disgusting and criminal man meets an awful end.

Where did you read it?

https://lectormanga.com/library/manhwa/49100/persiguiendo-al-dragon

i can translate it but idk how to clean

no

Almost all manhuas are shounen ai