Sweeter than sugar's feed

I'm somewhat confused but this is so good. Any soul who can, please explain how the penalty works? My brain is unable to decipher what it meant.
Also is it just me? I thought I messed up chapters when I was reading. Around chapter 9-13. The flashbacks and changing pov had me thinking for a while. The sudden jump messed my brain a bit.......
But.... The hair on that red dude is amazing..... Hair on kahim is delish.... I'm so in love