I'm glad I actually let it pile but sad that I read the last chp in 3 min...
Also I understand the top so much right now. If its something big, please tell someone you consider very close. Well, unless there's a very unforseen reason or smth, Tell them first because it is very hurtful to hear shit from someone else that you should be hearing from the person themselves.
I understand the trauma of bottom, but I also need this to be known, take the step. Especially if you know the consequences. Dilly-dallying isn't the best when important stuff is concerned. AND I CANT STRESS ENOUGH.... RUN AFTER YOUR LOVER IF YOU WANT TO EASE IT AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!!
But, I love this kind of angst. Let the. Stay apart a bit and then get them together. Fuck yeah. But I would be mad if it were top who went back first.
See I like this shit but I always wonder.... Why do these men not put their phone on silent when they're fucking? The silent mode where there's no vibration or ringtone or anything... Do BL phones lack the universal do not disturb mode?
OR ARE THEY SO RICH THEY CAN GET A NEW SCREEN (/PHONE) LIKE CANDY?????
I can't believe this got turned into a Manga....
I have read the novel ages ago. I remember liking it but some aspects of it baffled me. I'll tag the spoilers so read at your own risk.
You know the "there's goodness in evil" meme? Yeah this ml is the pure black thing. He's evil, manipulative, a liar, schemer, highly capable of ruining someone's like and fuck as it happens, and more...
I hate what befell the original female lead and her family. God! I think there should be revenge but not this bad.
Also the main character here (the dad) is so petty jebrnsnnda. He died and reincarnated, just to take the dragon he awakened (he protects the country I think?) to another place so the whole country gets destroyed. I don't remember precisely but I think the ml reincarnated as a dog? Someone remind me. The dad also gave a saint's ring to ogfl' sis which had a spell that causes her immense pain but it only works in her and if his daughter (who has the Saint ring) wears it, there's no signs.
Anyways, if you want to know the fate of og heroine and her family, I'm sure lost of ppl have commented it but here's the recap. Sisters get sold to a circus, get raped and pregnant. The ogfl tries to save, gets tricked, raped, pregnant, gives birth to beastman, the daughter is taken by the ringmaster (I think? Im sure someone took her). Brother gets sold too, and raped. I think he was a minor too. Also no one saves anyone sinve everyone is busy fucking.
The side couples are daughter and knight and priest and Knight. Also the ogml marries his cousin after the ogfl gives birth to beastman daughter.
The dad is manipulative, heartless, a schemer and a downright villain. The ml also gets blindly in love with him so that's that. Idr but I think the ml is daughter's husband's something? His dad maybe?
ANYWAYS the point is, there are a lot of dark themes, ugly pettiness, out of proportion revenge, and a lot more. This series isn't for the faint of heart or those who get triggered easily. It's the story of a true villain, someone who's very embodiment of melavolence. His actions are from the love of his daughter but they're very, very wrong for someone with normal morales. Read at your own risk since this is not going to get better. Unless you like worse.
I still can't believe it got an adaptation.... I'm still surprised
The story is bomb, the main charas are hot, smut is fineee and the story is soooo goooddd
Easily my number one along side mou ichido, nande demo