Lilac's Topics (129)

They could never make me hate or love you Charin, you are a very complex character that is made to be neither loved or hated. I acknowledge your importance to the MC while also acknowledging that you are the reason for his suffering while also acknowledging that you are just a product shaped by a very destructive society with fucked up morals and view on love and intimacy. You would've loved therapy and at the same time not believe in it.

damn :// i feel like, no matter who Jin ends up with in the future, Capo and him will always be end game for me. Their love for each other is complex and toxic but at their core they're both just confused but still love each other dearly and are each others lifeline. RIP baddie Capo, you would've hated seeing Jin getting it on with his classmates. If paradise does exist after death, I hope Jin and Capo meet there once again and continue their love

wow, this, in my opinion, is one of the best bl manhwa's of the year. The way our Huimin is so open about communicating and so honest to our Iheon is so refreshing and a breath of fresh air from other bl characters that are hell bent on hiding how they feel. I really like his dynamic with Iheon, he really grounds and calms down Iheon's toxicity that makes me root for their relationship instead of wanting both of them be better off without each other.

I've been wanting to see more toxic possessive bl's with this kind of "very toxic, very possessive" top x "i know, so what?" chill bottom thats okay and works with the top to make their relationship happy and satisfying for both lolz.

Not to mention the mystery aspect, im really excited to see how their story will play out and what the real situation is actually like (so no spoilers please lolz) I need more recs like this!!! im already reading "Beyond Memories" so don't even think about it ><

thinking about it, Hyesung's kinda right (not with the dubcon thingy, but with his view on their current relationship) :// All they really do is have sex, heck, to Jungwon, Hyesung's appeal is that his stamina wouldn't run out after one round. Its valid for Hyesung to be insecure because of Jungwon's type because they literally haven't been dating for long AND their relationship started out as a one night stand. Not to mention the people around Jungwon being weird about Hyesung, you could argue thats not his fault but god damn i dont remember him defending Hyesung to them at all (which might be on me)

I kinda dont like the drama that the author set up, we kinda don't really have anything to really root for Hyesung and Jungwon's relationship to work, we haven't really seen them be sweet to each other outside of sex (understandable, because this is a porn manhwa at its core) so this drama is just pretty unnecessary

I also dont like Jungwon's friends :// they know the black haired guy was an ex fling and they couldn't even help Jungwon deny his model application???? saying that nobody else applied in front of him????

idk im probably being dramatic but god damn the amount of disrespect that Hyesung is getting in this series is pissing me ooofffff i thought this was gonna be wholesome and i was appreciative that they're trying to include more body types into main stream bl but man the amount of shade Hyesung is getting because he's "fat" (when he's not even that fat, just chubby and bulky because he's an athlete) IS GETTING TO MY NERVES OMFG HYESUNG WE'LL GET YOU SOMEONE BETTER ASAP

Hyesung didn't really need to do allat :// why is he helping the black haired guy take off his top in THAT position when he just needs his measurements and like, why is he entertaining his flirting??? talking about "stop whining, this is nothing compared to what you did to me back then" STFU YOU MAN WHOREEE (╥﹏╥)

what the fuck is that season finale bro ://

i miss you... come back

this boring ass chapter, we really don't give a fuck this flashback better end next chapter

kids born on the last update are going to elementary now ... please....