sorry but, following this. ( ̄∇ ̄") btw, i felt the same way with smells like green spirit. ╥﹏╥ hands down. one of my fave shounen ai ever. i recommend it every time i get a chance. i'll check my list for you! i'm pretty sure i've read something similar to what you're looking for. i just have to look for them too lol.
Conflicting but holy shet, the kisses are just so damn beautiful