Its a lovely doujin, really like how awesome is their relationship
Also for the ppl complaining that yaoi mangas portrey an unrealistic sex and dont show the preparation: a huge factor is also that you are limited in the pages you have, you need to pass some steps, and since the ''boring'' part is the preparation, mangakas only draw right when 'they shove it in'. Also please don't use mangas as the only way to learn about sex, since there is a lot more to it.
Fun fact: i've been like Maru and i stopped dating. I am a bully and because i am very insecure i asked my bf at the time not to spread the word around about us and he actually asked me if it was because i was ashamed of him [but it was the exact opposite lol] and i hated that i made him question himself and i realized that i am toxic and unhealthy for my partner. So yeah, not a fan of Maru
I’m totally like Mu. My ex would be cruel and emotionally abusive in order to feel safe. Also testing to see if I really loved him and that it was unconditional. If it wasn’t for getting pregnant and not wanting my daughter to grow up seeing her mom treated like shit, I don’t know if I would have left him. I would have ended up like his mom (since he learned his coldness from his dad) whose an absolute nervous wreck who apologizes for everything.