Consuming romance and smut materials everyday bc i could only wish to experience an inch what they're having ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶ how does other people do it, be in a relationship even after a break up while here i am still fantasizing what it feels like to hold someone's hand and go on cute dates despite my age
People i talk to say petnames and holding hands are cringey for couples and im just thinking how lucky they must be to have someone to be able to do those cringe stuff (▰˘◡˘▰) ive been too accustomed consuming smut due to loneliness that i cannot see the day of letting them ho just bc ive grown way too old to be consuming and fantasizing (￣∇￣")
My only wish is for younger people to not grow up like me, it's very dark and lonely out here. Also, trying to change your format of writing is harder than I thought haha. I just needed a place to vent off since none of my family and friends knows I've been feeling like this, everyday, for years now. It's frustrating, depressing, yet I cannot tell them that because it's too shallow of a problem. Sorry.
This list includes graphic manhwas/mangas
I’ll include top tier fap mats I’ve encountered so far. Hope you enjoy!!!
Uncensored
One Shot
Full Series/Multiple Pages
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This manhwa, at first it caress my heart how wholesome it was and now it just slams it like how a volleyball player spikes a ball to the ground, shattered in pieces AND NOW I'M CRYING
"Real life shouldn't be as cruel as the stories" Got me sobbing, I fucking hate this manhwa how the chapter feels so short and I have to cry for a week or so for the next update
Must read, not for the weak heart
I can't wait for the redemption arc
It better bring Alexei to his knees begging for mercy
Also, why is everyone so worried about the knotting rather than the R-ping?!
He's far too insane to do easy puzzles to piece things out together
This edges me so much, I WANNA KNOW MORE
[No spoilers pls]
Goddamn I'm jealous of what they have haha
I'll definitely be single growing old, might as well enter the convent... But if I did I won't be able to read my BLs and smuts... Life's lonely, man
For everyone, please also check out the story on webtoon, it's free. I appreciate the smuts uploads here since it's not included in the webtoon but if it's gonna be the whole story, I'll just read it on the official site.
I know this redemption arc is taking too long, as it deserves for all the dumb-fuckary this guy did
I'm just really glad the character development is not abrupt
Not my cup of tea but maybe others like it. I just can't stop reading since I already started, might as well see how it will go.
So when will the dad show up again? Haha jk
Welcome everybody, we're about to witness another adorable baby created by omegaverse love. Get your red packets ready
The redemption arc is way too good and the brothers are together now, not to mention the addition to the family!
Ngl, I hate the choice of speech bubble. It's the type that is used for inner voice/ thoughts. Don't get me wrong, I have no problem with the art nor the story. I am in fact looking forward where this would go but the speech bubbles just rubs me the wrong way. I'll endure this little discomfort.
Who am I kidding, as if complaining in an illegal website would do anything haha
Just saying my thoughts out loud maybe it's not just me, maybe it's just me, who knows