PERSONALLY, I love ahjuicy like I've read thousands, okay, *thousands* of BLs and can say he's not the typical big, buff mafia guy TT like it's really just in his nature to be unable to express his feelings on his face but he has feelings !!! and i really love his mindset like bro fuck being straight or gay, i just know this is love (he gets me !!!) AND this might be bare minimum but he knows the concept of consent, okay ??? although, he did take time because it's his first time with a man (and i know it's not an excuse) but morally, he's trying !!! like he learned to take it slow because that's what eui-joon wants and i pat him in the back for it. He would also never hurt eui-joon intentionally and I just know he'd rather die than give the guy a scratch.
EUI-JOON MY BABY he's a crybaby, we've established that, he's self-aware n knows where his boundaries lie as well (we've also established that) and these traits makes him a relatable folk, I can't say much because I'm so pressed about people hating on ahjuicy but I love them both, okay <///3
I love their dynamics, especially in the end !!! I love love love the side story arc of eui-joon trying to see ahjuicy smile I think I just lost my heart to them (gladly), and I would frame those two pictures of grinning ahjuicy if I could !!!! This manhwa made me feel THINGS—and yearning to long for someone, to freely adore that someone and express it is just some of them, thank you very much.
and this was such a ride too the dynamics especially, i'm so sorry but i wished to see sir doing the topping like a good ol' switch but it's still okay either way !!! un is so cute i *need* side stories of taehyuk teasing him lots n lots (deserve)...
i hope their love will also be remembered by the historians like, that right there is a love transcending time
THIS GOLD... THIS WORK OF ART TT that is, to say, my heart was torn into million pieces and brought back together, i wept and clenched my fists, i pined and rooted for their happiness—and i'm glad to have seen this through until the end.
i know it's fictional, but i only wish for their happiness to last in the entirety of their lifetime.
after almost two years.... i'll be back 4 my babies again ╥﹏╥