
Love it. I’m crying so much rn- its so sad T^T. Y’all might send me threatening shits- idk, but i ship both Zhishu x Dr. Ai and Zhishu x WenXu. Both relationships had so much depth and meaning to it. If only WenXu hadn’t gotten so carry away with his businesses, then none of this would’ve ever happened. If WenXu didn’t had such a big ego and wasn’t so distracted, Zhishu would’ve told WenXu about his cancer and would’ve bought the matching pair, meaning Zhishu would’ve lived. This is all basically WenXu’s fault but idk- the part where he finally realized everything he’s done, he became so desperate to get him back. Y’all will hate me, but i forgive him. This made my heart ache. Ik for sure I’m gonna reread this over and over again. <3

I actually like this manga. Plot was somewhat better than most smut mangas tbh. Drawings are good. Characters are ok~. Sex scenes were really dramatic (just gives the feel yk-). It had a little mystery to it and some dark sides which i quite liked. The only thing I’m concerned (that basically everyone is concerned about) is the FL. To me, she’s a 50/50. I didnt like how she breaks down and gets all depressed when she found out the truth behind Kazuma (ML) and when she decides to sleep with the boss. I felt pretty disgusted when she said “it felt good” during the time she was sleeping with her boss. On the other hand- i see she’s a bit different from the other dumbass FLs. When she feels that something is going right, then she sticks with it. She mores bold than the other FLs like during the time she says “i want my answers” or smth. She sticks with what she feels like is right and never second guess. She puts all faith into the decision she made. Overall manga for me: 8/10.
Me after reading this: