(The first paragraph has nothing to do with the story; just thought someone might need to hear it. I do have an actual comment about the story, it’s the last paragraph. Just skip the first one if you don’t really care :))
Sometimes I think to myself “maybe I should just give up on trying to find happiness for myself and focus more on trying to be successful in school and in life in order to make my parents happy. Maybe I should give up every relationship I have in my life in order to focus on getting into a top college in order to make my parents happy. Maybe I should give up on finding love in order to become a doctor and make money in order to support myself to make my parents happy.” Notice how all of those things had “to make my parents happy” I often get caught up in in the image of myself that I show to others, but sometimes it’s hard, and those thoughts slowly turn into “maybe I should give up all together. On everything. On everyone.” I disappoint myself all the time because I set myself up for failure by thinking that way. A wise person once told me “you need to find a way to love yourself and put your life ahead of others, because you only have one. Don’t waste it on meaningless people.” I remember those words very clearly, even though I may not have understood them very well at the time, it slowly came to me. Now I focus on things I want in life for myself, and not the people around me. Do what you want with this information, happy mental health awareness month! :))
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Also, this is my like 80th time reading this it’s so frikin good. Mmmm scrumptious. I imagine Yohan having a REALLY deep voice with a bit of a rasp. But ever since I watched a corpse husband video I can stop thinking “hey that’s kinda what Yohan sounds like in my head” and I somehow hate myself bc of it lol. Oof. It’s not that I don’t like corpse, it’s just now I can get it out of my head, and I liked it better when I had the previous voice in my head. Ya know? Lol anyways, have a great day :)
Okay first I wanna say that I did not expect to see a huge pair of b00bs in the first couple of chapters that threw me way off lol,
2nd I didn’t realize how much of a fujoshi I was until I realized that the ‘straight’ sex scenes didn’t make me as giddy as the yaoi scenes did. When I saw that go down I was like “yep my mom was right, I really do know my preferences: BL” lolol im not ashamed of it :P
Anyway I do gotta admit the plot is pretty interesting, and I really like that Maiyu girl (or whatever her name is, the girl who likes the seme) she’s hella funny and super cute. But yea, that’s my take on this.... lovely artwork. U can hate on me now I know u want to, it always goes this way :p have a great day
Bruh....u can be a fujoshi or whatever the fuck, but like u know its sorta weird to most people just keep quiet? Dont gotta be all like "hardy har i like bl and im not ashamed #liveyourtruth"... Like huh? Just read whatcha want jerk off to watcha want besides children and as long as u arent hurting anyone good for u but again like shut up lmao
Hehe thank you that was much needed, but I don’t jerk off to this stuff, I’m only 16 and I don’t have a penis. I just think it’s cute to see ppl love who they want to love and not having gender matter. And it just so happens that my preferences align with guys getting spicy and stuff. I don’t like hurting ppl. I say I’m not ashamed bc my mom knows about my little secret. She doesn’t really care Bc I’m my own person and I talk about the BLs I’m reading with my siblings so that’s also a factor into what I’m saying. And yes I know that being 16 and reading yaoi is a bit suspicious, but it’s really the only real source of happiness I have in order to escape my mind. I hope you didn’t think I was some creepy old pervy man watching In my moms basement lol. That’s kinda what it sounded like. But thank you for speaking ur honest opinion. I like honesty. Anyways I’ll shut up like u wanted I just didn’t want ppl thinking I was some kind of creepy pervert lol. I’m sorry.
Haha sorry abt the shut up that was harsh but ya i assumed u were a girl i thought jerk off worked for both tbh, but you said u dont so nvm that and nah 16 isnt suspicious at all its more to do with gender and some other factors but your good again as long as your not hurting anyone which idt u are :]
Pffft no no no, I could never. That’s like a foreign language to me, I’ve only ever kissed some one. Like 2 times. I’m pretty innocent for a teen. It seems like all the ppl my age just want to have sex, I find my so called sex drive by watching a gay couples fall in love. But I could never have sex like ever. I’m too young so I don’t think there is a need for that. I do enjoy reading about it all tho, it’s kinda fascinating how 2 human beings can connect their bodies, although I enjoy the more wholesome yaois; I think they are super cute and they kinda make me feel lonely (but like a good lonely). It makes me believe that their is still some good in this world. That’s probably why I didn’t like this that much, bc it’s ALL (well mostly) about sex. I do like the plot tho it’s pretty funny. But yeah. Straight sex just doesn’t make me as happy as gay sex does (that sound super weird but I promise I don’t mean anything weird by it) so yeah. I hope u understand :)
Ya i gotchu dude dw bout it I totally understand how u can derive joy from reading abt love regardless of gender or sex :)) and ya i get u bout the innocent stuff I used to be the same way but i got introduced to certain things that changed me ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍ but ya ur super sweet and respectful so thank you for that!!
Hey so I’ve been looking up the same thing on the internet but I just can’t find it. I don’t know where I got this from, but I think there is an anime which this small child or animal that goes by the name of momaro or mamaroo or something like that. There is this girl who always screams his name and I can get it out of my god damn head. I can’t find it anywhere and no it’s not that dude from sailor moon. Is this a real thing or am I crazy and just made this up in my head like sum kind of simulation. Please help me it’s driving me nuts. Thanks guys. I’ve watched to many frikin anime’s to know where I’m getting phrases from istg I’m going crazy.
OH MY GOSH I CANT! HE SO DID THAT ON PURPOSE!! AHAHAHAAAAA I LOVE HIM!! THIS IS JUST SO FRIKIN AWESOME! AND THE TRASH PART HAD ME ROLLING OFF MY BED I CANT PFFT