
hi i’m a girl and im absolutely obsessed with yaoi. it started off with me just reading some stuff because it was popular on tiktok and i wanted to join the hate train but i loved it so much. i don’t want to fetishize gay men or anything but im engrossed with reading yaoi. i’m literally such a basic normal girl irl too and even have a boyfriend but oh my god every night i open up this god forsaken website and read insane amounts of yaoi and if that isn’t enough to satisfy my needs i move to ao3 and consume even more mlm media. I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY IM LIKE THIS. genuinely i’ve tried taking a break but i can’t go more than 2 days without coming back here. i really need someone to like reassure me im not alone or insane because im so fucking normal irl but online im such a weirdo and i feel so alone and gross

This is so me like I used to open this website like multiple times a day and I’m so embarrassed because I don’t want to fetishise gay men either but the stories I read on here really kept me hooked.Recently tho I haven’t been reading as much or finding as many things interesting on here so Im thinking it’s a phase of sorts for me - I’m not out of it yet and I don’t think I will be for a while - and I do think it’s like slowly becoming more uninteresting, so maybe it’s just a phase??? Idk honestly I hope it is and I loose interest in yaoi soon or later so it might be a phase for you too

If you're reading them bc of the smut I will tell you it's a porn addiction but if not I just think it's a hyperfixation
Tbh I was also compulsively reading BL last year and thought I was a horrible person for it, couple moths later I got hooked w some TV shows and started compulsively watching a lot of shows at once and stuff, it clicked after that I just don't know how to regulate myself when I like smth lmao

imo, I don't think reading yaoi necessarily means fetishizing gay men because while I enjoy fictional yaoi, I'm cautious about projecting those same feelings onto irl gay people.. it would be weird to do that. For me, I enjoy reading bl simply because I find it entertaining. I also read to kill some the time when I'm bored. moreover, I sometimes don't read bl just for smut scenes bcs it depends on what genre of yaoi u read, in my situation, exploring different bl genres expand my understanding of relationships. It's ok to enjoy things, unless u're not hurting anyone.
If u want to lessen ur time using this web or js reading yaoi in general, u can try liking new hobbies, or something diff to enjoy, in that way, you'll eventually stop reading yaois at some time wo realizing it. I have alternative interests so i dont rlly get fixated on js reading bl, and it works perfectly fine for me.
Reading yaoi can also be a phase, yk? I think I go through this sometimes because when I start to enjoy reading bl again, I might stop for a few months. This usually happens when I feel there's nothing interesting to read. But I always eventually come back to it like nothing happened (ㆁωㆁ)

Bro idk why but it’s so hard to find GLs with a good plot, no pedophilia, and NOT on a prolonged hiatus. Any good recommendations (either completed or ongoing) with W smut? Looking for something modern, not a big fan of historical AU

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/just_right_there/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/program_me/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/sora_haena/
Smut at the end
Maybe i have more on my list but i was too lazy to look further + i honestly don't read much smut. But maybe i was able to rec u smth

im SICK and TIRED of bl taking over my page... what are some good gl recs that wont make me want to gauge my fucking eyes out and has a good ending

this one is pretty new but easily my fav.
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_fed_up_office_lady_wants_to_serve_the_villainess/
bl youve read with the worst possible ending imaginable? for me it was "love or hate".
mr kangs son in law. ending so bad it didnt even say the end. it said to be continued
the blood of madam giselle
when I tell u it has the WORST ending ever, it was so so so bad my rating dropped from a good 4/4.5 to a 1. just thinking about it pisses me off oml IT RUINED THE WHOLE STORY IT RUINED EVERYTHING AND THE THING IS THERE WAS NO FORESHADOWING the author just randomly switched up the whole plot... it still breaks my heart. love or hate doesn't even come close to the level of fucked up this was.
i hated this so much bro i binged it and never even rated it in hopes i'd forget it ever happened
i gotta read this now because nothing has topped the frustration i felt back in 2021 i need to relive the high
Same but tbh I couldn’t stop reading it. It was so ass but it was a train wreck I couldn’t look away from. Like the worlds shittiest soap opera the ending fit the story tho ig. Half assed and no thought behind it.
Are you a masochist why would you do this to yourself
Just when I thought I’d finally forgotten abt ts
go ahead it's gonna piss u off for days though esp cuz it's actually pretty decent & promising in the beginning