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hi i’m a girl and im absolutely obsessed with yaoi. it started off with me just reading some stuff because it was popular on tiktok and i wanted to join the hate train but i loved it so much. i don’t want to fetishize gay men or anything but im engrossed with reading yaoi. i’m literally such a basic normal girl irl too and even have a boyfriend but oh my god every night i open up this god forsaken website and read insane amounts of yaoi and if that isn’t enough to satisfy my needs i move to ao3 and consume even more mlm media. I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY IM LIKE THIS. genuinely i’ve tried taking a break but i can’t go more than 2 days without coming back here. i really need someone to like reassure me im not alone or insane because im so fucking normal irl but online im such a weirdo and i feel so alone and gross