I like to think they killed each other the first time and are now stuck in purgatory until they both fully let each other go.
The seme is not emotionally stable enough to be in a relationship and is abusing the uke by attempting to control him and literally strangling the uke to death to keep him from leaving.
The uke basically groomed the seme and only started dating him to make himself feel better. He's not in the wrong for killing the seme seeing as it was in self-defense, but he wouldn't have had to defend himself if he hadn't taken advantage of the seme's vulnerable emotional state.
These two are going to end up killing each other again unless the seme can get help and they both realize that they aren't good for each other.
A sensible ending for them will either be a bittersweet (but healthy) separation or a bloody tragedy.
Ong ur so real for that
Fr . The seme needs heavy therapy for his codependency, and so does the uke. It’s just one of those toxic relationship where they’re better off without dating anyone until they fix themselves
"You know, we're pretty fucked up. But you make me feel like being better." Vs "You? You're fucked up. I like that. Wanna see if I can make you worse?"
This story in a nutshell
Amnesia is just a cheap trick to make weak plots stronger.
Every time the top has his hair up he reminds me of Heat Miser and I am instantly taken out of the manga and put into the 'Year Without a Sanya Claus' special
i thOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE WHO SAW IT