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Looking for a manga
It's a yaoi where the seme has a girlfriend but he is in love with his friend(uke). He is only dating the girl because she is blackmailing him with his feelings for the uke. The girlfriend gets the friend to fall for her and tries to get him to commit suicide with her but only she dies (she hates that the seme doesn't love her so he shouldn't have the one he loves). The uke tries to atone for his sin of loving the seme's girlfriend by sleeping with the seme. It might be a one shot, I can't remember. Hope this is enough info.... still searching

Thanks

we all know it; the stories whre the uke rejects seme and punches him and tells him to f*ck off and what not.
NOW, I want the opposite! I'm Dying to get to read some yaoi where the seme hates/is disgusted/rejects the uke. I don't mind if the uke ends up lonely or with some other guy, or with the seme. ending doesn't matter. All I want is for the uke to be the one who chases :3
(I've already read http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/yume_musubi_koi_musubi/ and didn't like it because I can't stand this kinda uke >_> tiny and girly= No)

I want to re read this yaoi manga. Do you know it?
Uke was in a street and seme took him in.
Uke really loves him but he sleeps with women in his house(not like many but only 1 by 1 inside his house) and keeps crying to him to stop. That time those women thought the uke was cute for doing that. Seme didn't care at all.
In the end uke had enough of him and leaves now ex lover. So, he was now a manager of this little cafe or bar idk. This regular costumer fell in love with him.
That ex lover took in a new uke boy(much younger than MC uke) and still did the same thing, sleeping with them. I remember the uke boy staying in MC ukes house to have a time from seme. The conversation between them was something like uke boy was feeling bad or jealous of MC uke. But then he was like "i was happy to leave him" and that's what i remember.
Uke boy went back to his house. He said something to one of woman and that woman said "the last boy was cuter than you".
MC uke got together with that regular costumr. It later showed that seme was a university doctor. Later chapters seme took care one of drunk girl left by her friends. Accompany her to the hospital. In the end that girl was nice to uke. But her real intention was to be like him to make seme to like her. She's like "he's the one who cares about me when my friends don't" She went far as to cut ukes hair and dyed her like blond like him. Desperate she even attempt to stab him. But he got real angry, she went to mental hospitl or something.
The part timer had his own story in that manga too in different chapter. His story was like he got adopted/saved by the beautiful couple. Since the woman had illness can't have kids. The husband was sleeping with that boy. They in love. And that man came back to his life when he wants to forget. He came back to him in the end but he was pampering him a LOT got bored and he went back to work like absolutely nothing happened. It was funny how he got back since he missed many days of his works. Others try to ask but ignored. I forgot to mention the boy tried to be friends with him, interested in him i guess but not gay.
Everyone had a happy ending, the seme stopped sleeping with women and start to treasure the uke boy. His method using his full seduction mode to seme.
It's SUPER long, everything i can remember i wrote down since i'm getting crazy trying to search it long time. Explaining might be wrong. I might hate myself if the title was mentioned. But i wanted any of you to put the link if you know this manga. Please and thank you. (〜￣△￣)〜