All i remember is that a girl transmigrates into a novel and she just keeps trying to commit suicide. The OG person was a villainess. Our FL has depression I guess and she had blue hair. The ML was a servant or something that the OG villainess used to bully but he has immense magical talent (not sure).
So this was a spin off of another manga. The mc (I'll call him X) in this manga was the bad guy in the original manga who tried to sexually assault the MC (I'll call him Y) of The original manga. The mc X is really weak so he got easily beaten by Y. So the spin off manga starts with mc X trying to approach Y to apologise for this past actions but Y and his boyfriend think he's trying some shit again and this causes X to not be able to apologise. The brother of the Y's boyfriend is the ML in the spin off. The ML is a cross dresser and extremely popular top in gay community. At first even he thinks mc X is bad and trying to hurt his brother's bf but eventually realises he's actually trying to apologise. So he helps the mc. Also our MC X is an actor.
I just started reading this but what is this crap? In chapter 11, the FL, a 21 year old adult in a child's body whipped a literal child badly?!?!?! Just because she didn't wanna be suspected by her butler. Made me wanna puke. She was the one who said to her butler -" the dog tried to attack his owner, he should be punished". Like bitch that's your butler and that little boy wasn't even your "dog" when you found him so that just made him a stranger who attacked you to protect himself from what he thought was a dangerous person. How did it turn into "a dog who attacked his master"??? Does the author enjoy seeing little kids getting whipped that they came up with this bullshit? I even thought maybe she'll just whip a table or something and ask the boy to scream. Looking at the 9.4 ratings I guess people really like this mahwa. I'm sure I'll get hate for this but I really needed to get this off my chest. I've haven't read it after that but if someone comes and says -"that little boy has the soul of the oppa from mc's past life" it still wouldn't change the fact that he was still a little boy getting brutally whipped.
That level of immorality and violence is one of the things that turn me off the story too, but I like other aspects like the art and plot, so I'm able to continue reading when I just use my suspension of disbelief to be like; ok, in the author's world, whipping kids is no big deal
I wish I could but nope. I don't mind if an extra, a villain or a side character whips someone because at the end of the day, those characters are trash and will do trashy things and get their karma. But having a ML or FL do this is something I can't enjoy or overlook.