"I was... happy
That the man I've valued from the bottom of my heart would feel so strongly just for me. I never knew that having those emotions directed at me would feel so good. I wanted to bathe in those piercing eyes, I wanted to submerge myself in those sharp emotions that feel like they're shredding me apart. which means I can never win against him
I guess I can never have the things that I truly love."
Was it casual?
God these High Schoolers man, stop dropping romantical lines after or during fights I can't keep acting stupid when I'm faced with all your feelings