sakurakou December 31, 2024 4:52 pm

I already read the novel , but I want to continue reading this , not fan of the story but the art so beautiful , and the seme is hot

something about beautiful tops is such turn on , the story could be better but so far I will use this as beauty art and push the story aside , just enjoy

sakurakou December 22, 2024 10:12 am

I only like the uncle so far , if not for him the uke would have died

sakurakou December 12, 2024 8:39 pm

I read the novel and for those who think this would turn into some romance , I think you should wake up cuz it does turn into any romance and basically their no story , just torture after torture and the reason for it not going to be revealed until very end.

for start this actually not the first novel or story of this kind , their many like this one , I actually sometimes while reading the novel felt like this was plagiarism but it done in way that you can't catch it cuz their lot similar stories like this.

basically the Uke have some mental issues , I dont know what it is exactly but he basically lost memories of whole year from his middle school , and he was frined with the seme and he exposed him for being gay or pretty face and ganged on him with his frineds and R worded him , I dont know where the filming and blackmail come into place cuz I just went over the chapters cuz they very long.

basically the seme not only rape the uke but also will make others rape him by exposing or leaking his pictures , and cuz obviously the uke wasn't the nicest person so he have lot enemies waiting for this moment , so basically he keep torturing him until he remember what he did , but in end it seem like he at first doesn't even believe that he did that but he is aware of his own amnesia and his friened that appear in the first chapter seem to also know something that why he kept quit cuz it seem he was also involved in that rape of the seme.

their lot more details about how this have caused the seme mother to develop mental illness , and in end after being gangraed multiple times , the uke personality became afraid of people and Stockholm syndrome and cling to the seme not to abandon him or let other men rape him , and that he want to be with him and would listen to everything he say.

it seem like he was planning to throw him away after breaking him , but I don't know why in end he would keep him and say he would raise him well.

    Ilovebl December 13, 2024 2:59 am

    Oh nahhhhh I don't know if I'm ready for this

    kookmin December 13, 2024 6:01 am

    it is based from the novel? How many chapters?

    YaoiGirl101 December 16, 2024 6:25 pm

    Why do people keep saying the bottom SA a dog and a 14 year old girl?? is that true

    sakurakou December 16, 2024 8:28 pm
    Why do people keep saying the bottom SA a dog and a 14 year old girl?? is that true YaoiGirl101

    I don't remember reading that in the novel but I only read the translation so I don't know maybe I missed some details but their no dogs only the seme put leash on him and something like puppy play saying he gonna raise the uke and take care of him like dog , also I don't remember how but the uke will have his hand and leg broken don't know if it by the seme or the people who gonna rape him buy it like away to prevent him from escaping and he gonna lock him into room without window , and I think the seme is one who gonna plot his kidnap and gangrape , I also think he one who leaked his photos to the uke enemies , the seme hated the uke , he vow to destroy his life lime destroyed his , but in end he gonna try to act like he actually developed some affection toward the uke , and uke develop some Stockholm syndrome asking seme not to leave him in room alone and stay by his side cuz the uke was having nightmare of being raped again, so he want seme to stay with him pure Stockholm syndrome.
    I don't believe the seme love the uke but I think he enjoy seeing him in such pathetic broken form

    YaoiGirl101 December 16, 2024 11:56 pm
    I don't remember reading that in the novel but I only read the translation so I don't know maybe I missed some details but their no dogs only the seme put leash on him and something like puppy play saying he go... sakurakou

    So where the hell are people getting that the bottom to a DOG?? Like I’m so confused. Thank you so much for clarifying the story. I don’t know why people are spreading false information. Yes the story is fucked up with SA but people are going AT IT with the artist and writer about the “RP a 14 year old” and “RP a dog”??

    sakurakou December 17, 2024 4:28 pm
    So where the hell are people getting that the bottom to a DOG?? Like I’m so confused. Thank you so much for clarifying the story. I don’t know why people are spreading false information. Yes the story is fu... YaoiGirl101

    the seme was gangraped by the jke and his frineds in middle school so maybe that where they mean minor rape , and the dog might be misunderstanding cuz of the translation cuz their no official translation of the novel

    YaoiGirl101 December 17, 2024 7:01 pm
    the seme was gangraped by the jke and his frineds in middle school so maybe that where they mean minor rape , and the dog might be misunderstanding cuz of the translation cuz their no official translation of th... sakurakou

    I kid you not I ask someone in the comments where they got a dog from and they said they read the novel because they translated it to English using…Google translate. So that explains why. And now people are going at the author and artist for false information

    sakurakou January 1, 2025 8:10 am
    I kid you not I ask someone in the comments where they got a dog from and they said they read the novel because they translated it to English using…Google translate. So that explains why. And now people are g... YaoiGirl101

    turn out their was really version with bea$tility but they changed it in another version that why their was misunderstanding , their was two versions of the side stories

    Aesthetic Insomniac January 1, 2025 8:38 am

    I......what the fuck......these bl authors need to be investigated

    sakurakou January 1, 2025 11:20 am
    I......what the fuck......these bl authors need to be investigated Aesthetic Insomniac

    I think lot people need to be investigated bot just bl authors , infact I think bl authors are least problematic

    lokii January 16, 2025 3:28 pm

    where did u read the novel fr this story

    sakurakou January 16, 2025 5:54 pm
    where did u read the novel fr this story lokii

    https://lilyonthevalley.com/chapter/emp-chapter-1/

    EverReadyLaze January 16, 2025 6:11 pm

    oh hell naw

    Ramen January 17, 2025 6:36 am

    Omg r u serious im sorry but then this story is literal shit but idk I shouldn’t expect good from this author

    sakurakou January 17, 2025 12:25 pm
    Omg r u serious im sorry but then this story is literal shit but idk I shouldn’t expect good from this author Ramen

    I think this story belong in same category as killing stalking , it not BL

    Ramen January 17, 2025 5:59 pm
    I think this story belong in same category as killing stalking , it not BL sakurakou

    I think your right I just wish they went about it in a better way like killing and stalking had a good plot to it it was somewhat enjoyable yk

    Meow Nyann February 2, 2025 6:35 pm

    This is awhile back but I need to know. When they were in middle school was it explained in detailed of what the uke did to the seme? Like did the author explicitly depicted the uke and his friends gang raping the seme? If that’s so the author just has some messed up kinks of seeing everyone getting gangraped.

    Happyme493 February 12, 2025 11:37 am

    I get that Park Juyeon wanted revenge but, multiple gang rapes and imprisonment? Kwon Jiwook is an asshole, as he cater onto violent tendencies but... Is the act still... reasonable?

    (ps. I am not defending Kwon Jiwook as he was a rapist, as well as a violent person.)

    sakurakou February 12, 2025 3:59 pm
    I get that Park Juyeon wanted revenge but, multiple gang rapes and imprisonment? Kwon Jiwook is an asshole, as he cater onto violent tendencies but... Is the act still... reasonable? (ps. I am not defending Kwo... Happyme493

    I am not justifying the seme revenge but first the seme himself seem to have some mental issue developed from what happened to him , like he keep asking how does the uke feel in his situation , and compare it to his own past trauma , like he trying to justify how he himself had felt and how he was broken , also the seme own mother developed mental trauma that left her hospitalized so the seme also have that bakadge like even if he forgive what happened to him , he can't forget what happened to his own mother , and also this all the aurthor of the novel own thoughts , I believe in real life many victims of such assault wouldn't repeat it to their oppressors , I am not comparing but I was bullied alot during my school life , but I never want or desire to bully my former bullies , I do admit that it hurt me to see that they got away with what they did and live their lives normally and act like they nice people , many of them live as nothing happened while I still have social anxiety and afraid of socializing with people .
    I try to forget and keep living my life , off course everyone will cope in different ways.

    Happyme493 February 13, 2025 12:54 am
    I am not justifying the seme revenge but first the seme himself seem to have some mental issue developed from what happened to him , like he keep asking how does the uke feel in his situation , and compare it t... sakurakou

    Oh! No, I did not take your summary as someone who was defending Park Juyeon's action. On the contrary, you helped me understand one of the main aspect of the story, which was his mother.

    As for how ParkJuyeon took the trauma, I simply think that one should vouch for revenge, but only to a certain degree.

    I just want to ask whether Park Juyeon's actions were still viable, were they still acts of revenge or hatred? And wouldn't that make him worse that his perpetrator, Kwon Jiwook? It was also hinted at thr novel that he has done this to other people in shorter time periods.

sakurakou December 11, 2024 5:28 pm

the uke obviously not smartest one in room, why would you follow someone whp just not only r worded you but also blkmailed and hit you to their home.
I just love stupid air head muscle ukes but this one is rude and stupid , and if what he did from spoilers are true then I don't really care whatever happen to him

    hitovshiroh December 11, 2024 6:36 pm

    Hii!! May i know from where did you read the spoilers?

    Tenessy December 11, 2024 7:10 pm

    I wanna know too!

    Tenessy December 11, 2024 7:11 pm

    Or could you say what the spoilers are pls

    gaypisces December 11, 2024 9:26 pm
    Or could you say what the spoilers are pls Tenessy

    Bottom raped the top in high school

    Quack December 11, 2024 9:36 pm

    I mean in the novel the ml forced mc into the car and mc tried to leave but ml threatened him with his phone basically implying he'll spread the photos around if he leaves

sakurakou December 4, 2024 9:44 am

for people complaining , stop being hyp0crites most of you searched for this manga , and came here on your own free will
stop acting holy

sakurakou January 2, 2024 6:37 am

I love the red hair alpha the most, so beautiful

sakurakou December 10, 2023 1:13 pm

Anyone know where I can find RAW

sakurakou November 5, 2023 4:21 am

The korean fans give nickname to dohyeok Gochujang which mean red pepper paste

    Heu77 November 5, 2023 4:23 am

    LMAOO deserved

    junie November 5, 2023 6:14 am

    i’m gonna start calling him thatthat’s cute

    Heu77 November 5, 2023 6:55 am

    Everyone loves some gochuchang from time to time

    Heu77 November 5, 2023 6:55 am
    Everyone loves some gochuchang from time to time Heu77

    Gochujang*

sakurakou July 23, 2021 10:32 pm

no offence but I needed more of first couple , this no where near enough ┗( T﹏T )┛

sakurakou July 21, 2021 9:25 pm

didnt like sofia before but she kind cute lol (⌒▽⌒)

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