Okay I have not been able to find this anywhere
I started it about 3/4 the way through and it’s a fucked up/complex love triangle
Basically the main guy is in a relationship with this guy who once was kind to him and all of a sudden turned on him and became very abusive, manipulative, and possessive/oppressive. It gets so bad that he ties him up and keeps him trapped in his apartment.
There’s a friend who knows the surface level of what’s going on and a past lover who is currently upset and cold to the MC.
At one point all three have sex.
Once the MC is saved he spends a long time recovering from the trauma in the hospital or wherever and his ex stays at his bedside the whole time.
It takes MC a long time to confess his feelings to him because of the effects of the trauma.
oh this sound like the beginning of something i dropped so idk if its this sorry if its isn't because i did read that far
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/1305/
^what I think too
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/see_you_agai/?aM0D
I was so happy they had a happy ending until he started saying things like “keep eating what I feed you”. My heart literally dropped and I was confused all over again who he actually was. I know he wasn’t the beggar (right?) but I don’t even know man that ending was so scary.
But the story was so thrilling and so good. I liked how none of the characters were good or like able. And I don’t read a lot of BLs where the actual writing in the story is so good?? I’m still thinking about some of those lines
10/10