- chaon hugs sehan (ko) and asks him how he's been since the accident, if he's injured
- ko (acting as sehan) asks if chaon's qualified to ask that since apparently chaon joined a rival organization in order to kill sehan, asks if he hates sehan so much to the point of killing him
- chaon is confused and says no, how could he hate sehan, why would he want to kill him
- ko says that that's what he's been told and this will be his last time seeing chaon, turns to leave
- chaon yells no, clinging to him and saying sorry, asking if sehan hates him now
- ko asks how that can be possible if he's never liked chaon in the first place
- chaon cries and continues to cling saying he'd never do that
- ko says that he'll have chaon one last time
- rapes him and has sehan on the phone, sehan has to listen the entire time
- sehan is so angry and despaired that he keels over, unable to stand straight, yelling at ko asking what the hell he's done
- ko laughs and says he didn't know sehan could yell, proceeds to say wow to chaon's body, saying he wants to meet sehan alone at a private location to show him how pitiful the person he cherishes has become
taekyung hole
- sehan tapes seongshik's mouth and ties him up, stuffing him into the trunk of his car, pocketing seongshik's phone, and driving off
- dohyun gives chaon the painkillers, telling him to eat them both so he can help him escape
- after eating them, chaon feels hot and dizzy and collapses onto dohyun, and dohyun says they're going to see sehan, and chaon smiles and says that's great
- switches to a scene where it's sehan, with seongshik tied into a chair, interrogating him
- sehan says he likes torturing people before killing them, so if seongshik wants to live, then he should beg kang-oh, and sehan puts the phone on line with kang-oh to his ear
- switches to a scene with chaon and dohyun, chaon is laying on the pool table in one of the rooms of kang-oh's house that shows up in the previous chapters
- he says sehan is coming soon, and then sehan enters the room, smiling down at chaon
- chaon cries and says he missed him so much, hugging sehan
- it's not actually sehan. dohyun fed chaon a hallucinogen and he saw kang-oh as sehan
- kang-oh and dohyun laugh and dohyun holds the phone on line with sehan, making sure he hears everything chaon is saying
- kang-oh says he could ruin chaon like this
the person posting kang-oh x sehan fanfic posted more??? it's kinda good ngl...
https://archiveofourown.org/tags/%EA%B7%B8%EB%A6%BC%EC%9E%90%EC%9D%98%20%EC%98%81%EC%97%AD%20%7C%20Within%20My%20Shadow%20(Webcomic)/works
idk if anyone cares but i was going through ao3 and someone posted within my shadow fanfic?? it's kang-oh x sehan though...very interesting pairing. here's a link: https://archiveofourown.org/tags/%EA%B7%B8%EB%A6%BC%EC%9E%90%EC%9D%98%20%EC%98%81%EC%97%AD%20%7C%20Within%20My%20Shadow%20(Webcomic)/works
- shows sehan at his family home rummaging through a safe in his bedroom and procuring a gun with ~9/10 bullets
- chaon wakes up in a cell and he's naked and starts talking about how everything hurts and how he misses sehan and doesn't know what to do
- says his ankle feels like its on fire
- fears that since his wound is still untreated that it'll get infected and rot and he won't be able to walk again
- dohyun comes into the room with food and tells chaon to eat
- chaon says no
- dohyun holds up painkillers and says chaon wont get them because he threw a lamp at kang-oh's head
- chaon begs for them
- dohyun says to finish the plate and behave because kang-oh will visit him soon
- chaon gets scared and says no and to just help him this once; he says he'll do anything
- dohyun asks if chaon really will do anything
- chaon says yes
- switches to a scene with seongshik coming out of the hospital talking to kang-oh on the phone and saying sehan escaped the hospital and no one knows his whereabouts and that they all believe Chaon orchestrated the accident
- sehan is there and listening and suddenly unlocks a car beside seongshik and then attacks him and seongshik's phone falls to the floor
- on the other line, kang-oh seems to know it's sehan and laughs saying he knows threats won't work on sehan
- sehan finds pictures of chaon near the crate showing his broken ankle and kang-oh's men holding his face
- the back of the picture says that if sehan comes to find him, he'll burn sehan the way sehan burned his men but sehan just tucks the photos in his suit pocket and says he's going to kill kang-oh
- switches to a scene with kang-oh and chaon and he's groping chaon's butt; chaon tries to push him away, but kang-oh punches his stomach
- kang-oh sticks his dick in, so chaon reaches for the lamp on the bedside table and whacks kang-oh with it, trying to leave
- kang-oh punches his face this time and rapes him
- after he's done, he tells dohyun to take a picture of chaon's raped and broken body for sehan to see
- he says he won't be satisfied until he sees sehan kneeling and throwing up in front of him
everyone dissing the monkey ears but to me they're so cute. they look like those dolls with the big ahh bodies and tiny heads. i'm so charmed by it hhrjhsejhe
I think dohyun's previous crush on yoonwoo (omega complex mc) and the relationship he ends up pursuing with wooyeon is a great example of the FIRST love vs first LOVE theory
- kang-oh started asking chaon abt the mole on his chest and if sehan sucks it
- when chaon didn't answer, he squeezed chaon's broken ankle to make him comply
- started asking him how many times he and sehan usually do it, how they start the sex, etc
- kang-oh pushes chaon's head into his crotch and tells him to suck it the way he sucks sehan's
- chaon thinks that if he's obedient and gets this over with, then they won't harm him and kang-oh says as much too
- kang-oh says chaon's mouth is hot and perfect and tweaks out a lil over how chaon can tighten his throat and how perfect it is
- switches to a scene where sehan escapes the hospital and is tracking chaon's location but the last record is at the hotel so he heads there
- a receptionist was ordered to tell sehan to go up to the penthouse lounge to get his answers
- sehan finds the crate chaon was transported in and his jacket which is covered in blood because kang-oh's men used it to clean up the blood leftover from breaking chaon's ankle
- sehan clutches onto chaon's jacket and has a little crash out going like "CHAON...!"
kang-oh's white haired right-hand man (his name is dohyun) washes chaon and bandages up his ankle after they broke it and delivers him to kang-oh's bedroom so kang-oh can sleep with him and it cuts to a scene in a hospital where sehan is unconscious after the accident and a new character appears (sehan's aunt, who is a doctor) and sehan has a concussion while chanseung had to get his left forearm amputated and joonhwan tries to pin the blame for the accident on chaon even though he was the one who blew up sehan's car and later, sehan escapes the hospital to go find chaon
if anyone's curious about the raws (most recent chp52) joonhwan took chaon to kang-oh and he broke chaon's ankle with a hammer
it's so torturous waiting for updates can someone start writing fanfictions of them on ao3 pleasseeeeeee
I went back and reread from the beginning, and there are so many little details I missed...firstly, Joonhwan doesn't have his pinkie finger. When I initially read it, I simply thought the author just wasn't drawing it, but rereading now, you can see clearly that it was amputated/cut off.
i still can't get over how sehan kicked chaon's shin in ch37...i own those ysl boots and they're heavy. it'd hurt really bad if you kicked someone off balance with them..........
Why is everyone bashing Ririko omg I get she was an absent mother and a cheater but she wasn't that bad?
