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The way the MC deals with the chaos in her arm reminds me of how I deal with my chronic illness. Trying to navigate everyday life and if necessary completely ignore the pain as much as possible to get work done. I feel like the more she meets people in this story, the more it shows how important having a support system during such situations is.


On a completely different note, she’s confuse as to why the knights are acting like she brought them salivation. Meanwhile, all of the knights just had their souls leave their bodies for a moment before finding out they no longer have to be deployed

So I read some of the novel……









I read some of the novel (chpt 29 here = chapt 54 ish of the novel if you use a site with the chapters broken into parts) and boy. The website literally gave me an add for getting psychotherapy while reading.

She’s trapped and forcefully retained from chapters 54-62ish. The crown prince isn’t really slow about realizing how broken she has become and is aware that he’s only hurting her while actively forcing a ring on her finger. The fudger literally thinks that it’s ok if she hates him and wants to end her life subscription early as long as he can keep the shell of her by his side.

Tevin manages to sneak in and see her once while at the first location but ends up getting hurt because they got caught up in the moment while kissing and the fudger happened to come in. Tevin escapes and lives but then MC is moved to and even worse location. She is only allowed her bedroom where even the servants barely have access and the only entrance is through the idiots room.

He proceeds to force her to interact with men if the temple who gave her trauma to “teach her how to stop using her powers” and then says they will hold their wedding at the temple. Wedding day comes and she loses it. While having a meltdown about not only forcefully marrying him but also it being done at the temple, bombs start dropping in the area.

Turns out her hubbies had pulled up with some other people who hated those involved and started causing a mess. She found out because while being practically dragged and force to move, she started saying that she wanted to get married. They popped up pretty freaking quick.

After rescuing her from the people “escorting her to safety”, the one with powerful magic asks if she wants to destroy the temple. Of course she says no the first few times due to trauma and a sense of responsibility. But the citizens slowly start slandering her and claiming her to be a witch as she does not heal people.

So what does hubbie do? Blow the place up Didn’t even ask her again when she was clearly distraught about the accusations people were making just straight destruction. Of course she was upset at first but then kinda loses it psychologically and begins to smile and laugh. Poor baby was finally starting to let it out.

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I’m not doing this AGAIN. Is it really necessary for the MLs to consistently have a situation where they suddenly lose reflexes and end up being controlled? It’s always the ML causing a fight and then some type of mind control or amnesia happens to where he’s even worse. My blood pressure can’t do it (╯°Д °)╯╧╧. (╬￣皿￣)凸

Forget the romance, someone go pick my girl up from the piano

I love that she doesn’t immediately step in to say something about the slander. She told Nata how to address the problem with their own strength rather than “resolving” it. She knows Nata can win and (although it’s bs) prove that there is a reason why they are selected for the work they do. (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

I love how they both are in the same page. They saw that guy mad as hell the proceeded to go “make it worse” “ohhhh make it so much worse” lmao

One thing I don’t understand is having so many plots literally center around the family of the MC being abusive and neglectful. You mean to tell me that you are the head of the household, held in high regards by the imperial family, and forcefully took her in after her mother passed only to act like you have no say in the matter. If the only thing you do for your child is provide bs consolation every time they suffer abuse and neglect then you need a shorter lifespan.

There is no excuse for it. It allowed all of that to happen and then the only time he spoke up was to send her to the imperial family knowing that was one of the worst moves. If you never wanted the responsibility of an illegitimate child then you should have done it or at least not approached her. The bare minimum is literally just providing the essentials and treating her as a human then letting her be independent once she becomes an adult. How are the parents always so awful? It doesn’t make for a better plot. It just shows how often people try to navigate the world with not guidance beyond the trauma they received. #－.－)

AHHHHHHH IT’S BACK OH MY GOSHHHHHHH

The ML is only this pissed because he wasn’t able to throw her away as he pleased. He swears that there were no feelings involved and she’s delusional for doing what she’s doing.

But the thing is, he goes out of his way to bother her and try to convince her that she’s lost it. Meanwhile, she’s been telling him in every way possible to shove it up his arse. Living well and moving on as revenge? What part of that soothes her finding out YEARS were spent with someone manipulating every aspect of her life. He manipulated a “therapist” and “doctor” for alleged treatment.

He magically disappears and all of a sudden she regained her eyesight which we learned was because the eyedrops used for “treatment” were actually causing the temporary blindness. MIND YOU, she hates the he’ll out of him for what he did but more than anything she just wants her husband back #－.－)

AHHHHHHHHHH ヾ(☆▽☆)