I sometimes ask myself if some BL authors really know how getting sexual assaulted feels like? How traumatic it really is? Nvrm, they don't need to know that horrible feeling, but at least, the author should try to understand that rape and harassment should not be taken so simple like they did with the manhwa. As some who lived sexual assault, I felt so fucking mad, frustrated, and uncomfortable that the author made the two characters forgive Lu Xuan Run without question as if nothing happened. As if he didn't almost raped and sexually assaulted Siwon in many occasions, and as if he didn't kidnapped him. AS IF HE DIDN'T MANIPULATED BOTH OF THE CHARACTERS. And let's not talk about how he caused Jinha to get bullied during high school.
I HATE SO SO SO MUCH when BL authors take rape as something casual don't punish their characters for it because "oh, I just wanted someone to like me." HE IS A FUCKING PSYCHO. DON'T MAKE THE CHARACTERS JUST FORGIVE HIM WITHOUT GETTING A SERIOUS PUNISHMENT WHEN HE TRIED TO RAPE AND SEXUALLY ASSAULTED SIWON IN MANY OCCASIONS. Idk why no one is talking about this. That pretty much ruined the entire serie for me. Again, I hate how the author takes sexual assault and kidnapping as something not important or not traumatic. The serie was a 5 starts for me but not anymore. I know many people will probably hate me for posting this, but please, try to understand my point of view as someone who knows how that trauma feels like.
Another thing I want to point out, I really couldn't bring myself to like Siwon, I'm really sorry, he's very cute and everything but he gets on my nerves so much. He was the main reason why I dropped this serie the first time.
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I totally feel you, I read yaoi for almost 10 years now and everytime we got the "he did this to me cuz he like me so he's not such a bad guy" I'm like "well, okay but that's not how it worked in real life ( ̄へ ̄)"
But again, this is fiction and yaoi, it's not like a I read these for some psychological plot that's why when I read Saezuru Tori wa Habatakanai it totally fucked me up, for the first time in my life I felt like a yaoi author finally undestands what ptsd was and how you had to grown up with a fucked up mentality to protect yourself for all the shit that happened in your past so your memories are not as painful as it should be.
I truly understand your point of view mate o/
Can someone tell me why are the updates so slow? The manhwa ended long ago but the updates for the english translation are slow. The other languages translations have also ended, but what's going on with the English one? Is it because the translator dropped the serie or what? Seriously, I'm about to die from the cliffhanger If someone knows other link to read the English version, even if I have to pay, please send it to me
P.D: I'm not hating the translator. I hope they are fine, I just want to know what's going on with thw updates.
they stopped bc of legal issues several weeks ago
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I got tricked. Now I'm sad :'(