Indigo.'s Things

I am 170cm and currently 54-55kg. In the last six months I have lost about 5kg because of long term illness and now I can't get it back, no matter what I eat (and 99% of my time is actually spent lying in bed). A year or two ago, if someone told me I would one day struggle trying to gain weight I would have probably sent them to get their head chec......   1 reply

1) For me personally, I do sometimes wish for that. Not because I think it would be easy, of course. I have just never fully accepted being a female, I guess? The physical parts I mean - I cannot touch or look at my naked body (or another woman's) without feeling disgusted. At the same time, I am attracted to males. So, imagining being a gay man fe......   1 reply

I think I am both. During the day when I am around other people I am feeling more than a little sadistic, especially to those I know well. I hurt them all the time with my sarcastic comments, but I know where the line is and never get anywhere near it. I also have a dog who always makes pleading and sad faces at me when I have food while sitting by......   reply

I have had a crush on Raelag from the game Heroes of Might and Magic V. for nine years now (I'm 18). During that time I have never attempted to even consider dating anyone in reality, because they just would not have what I need in my partner. My mother and friend are not very happy with my decission to stay loyal to a fictional character, though........   reply

I think I am an asexual, but it is true that I am quite young and so I cannot know for sure. In the past I had a crush on a boy (I am a girl by the way), but I never considered anything physical between us. I read yaoi not because it excites me (it usually doesn't), but because the seme is often dominant and so when I imagine myself as the uke I c......   1 reply

No. Because I think I am an asexual. I do not feel any attraction to living people. I have someone in my mind though. It may sound weird, but for the past nine years (I am 17 by the way), I have been thinking about one person whom I would be able to love. He is perfect and I know that I would never be able to find someone like that in real life (mo......   4 reply