
I remember absolutely loving this story at the start, the characters had interesting backgrounds, personalities and the plot was there! It had potential! The romance was slow and made actual sense but then after ML distanced himself the story kinda went.. downhill? Like- it all feels so rushed and now the story and characters feel so shallow... I hope the novel is better cause the disappointment I'm feeling rn is so big :(

I read all this in one day so maybe that's why I feel like the pacing is off but.. let's recap. The seme kept harassing the uke and uke rejected him multiple times (that was sexual harassment, period) only to then do a 180 and accept the kisses. That was weird but oh well okay. THEN uke does a 180 AGAIN and goes back to rejecting the seme but suddenly uke DOES A 180 AGAIN AND ACCEPTS IT WILLINGLY. Also the sex scenes were.. weird to say the least, he told him to stop, he couldn't breathe, it hurts, etc and seme didn't even listen, the same way he didn't listen when the uke kept saying he didn't want to be more than friends.
Also I don't mint the mpreg because it's actually true, it's called intersex

Any recommendations for other BLs where the tops/semes are like this? By like this I meant messy sex

It’s not all the time, but the times it happens it’s SO worth it
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/i_can_hear_it_without_a_microphone/

Unfortunately I already read all of the above :(
As we can see I'm a sucker for this type of dynamic lmao. Oh! And also, for those who want more options, i reccomend dawn of the dragon, Love Plan, Honey Bear, When I Close My Eyes, My Heart Beats, The Worst Guy in the Universe. (Not all of these have great story but it is messy sex)
4.3 DAMN THATS LOW LOW! I don't think I've seen such a low rating like this one in a long time, I'll definitely read it lmao
What. The. Fuck.