But they don't believe me.
I don't hurt myself
I have no cut scar on my skin
And i don't overdose myself to drugs or alcohol
I live like other people do
Still talking about my "seems too far" dreams
And still do my best at work everyday.
But they only feel a bit puzzled when they know that i don't have any saving for my future
Nor did i ever try to visualize my dreams in the future
I am suicidal
But i will not cut myself
And i will not hang that rope
When i said i am suicidal,
I mean that next time
In the future
When i fell to a deep water
I will not trying to swim
Or when a car slide and crushed me
I will not trying to dodge
Or maybe when
I slipped on the bathroom
I will not call for help.
I am suicidal
In a way that i will let this body rot
I don't hurt myself
I have no cut scar on my skin
And i don't overdose myself to drugs or alcohol
I live like other people do
Still talking about my "seems too far" dreams
And still do my best at work everyday.
But they only feel a bit puzzled when they know that i don't have any saving for my future
Nor did i ever try to visualize my dreams in the future
I am suicidal
But i will not cut myself
And i will not hang that rope
When i said i am suicidal,
I mean that next time
In the future
When i fell to a deep water
I will not trying to swim
Or when a car slide and crushed me
I will not trying to dodge
Or maybe when
I slipped on the bathroom
I will not call for help.
I am suicidal
In a way that i will let this body rot
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I've told people around me that i am a suicidal