I have seen some comments complaining about how boring it is and how the story and plot is lacking which I supposed you can say that. But considering how this author's last work, Window to Window, was plain and simple smut all the way. This comic definitely has more story and plot than that story.
I am actually enjoying it quite a bit and am patiently waiting for the guy to finally realise that he has been sleeping with his friend and I can just imagine how ridiculously and amazingly embarrassed he'd be. I have read comics that are a lot worse than this. This is actually pretty decent in my opinion.
-claps slowly- ur a hero
Honestly agree
Where are chapter 9.3 and 9.4? The chapters go from 9.2 to 9.5. Was there a mistake somewhere?
From that comment page at the end of chapter 9.1, there were only two more chapters: a bonus chapter(which I'm guessing is 9.2) and the epilogue (which is 9.5). Idk why they numbered them like that but yeah there's nothing missing.
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I'm confused. How?
how do i even use this...
It’s simple when you decide to make an acc w your email, it’ll ask for your code after
ima try but is it free..
Yes! To get coins and such you could either buy them or watch short videos (which can be tiring but at least it’s still free right?) but warning, it would take a long time to even get the amount of coins needed for an episode
Is it just me or does it seem like when Diesel and Ein have sex the mostly do it from behind? So far we have seen two short sex scenes of Deisel and Ein and they have mostly done it from behind when it comes to penetration. But when Diesel was having sex with Yanek the scenes shoe him facing Yenek and embracing him and being penetrated from the front. Does these scenes and how they have sex have a deeper meaning behind it? Or am I thinking too deeply into it?
Maybe it's because Diesel is not really ready to embrace the fact that he is falling for Ein? Idk. Maybe he is not ready to let whatever he felt for Yanek, go. The thing I like about Ein and Diesel's relationship is that Ein is letting Diesel figure things out for himself and not taking advantage of him in his confusion. My guess is that he is doing what makes Diesel comfortable. I feel that once Diesel is ready, their relationship can blossom into something even more beautiful (including being able to do face to face ;) )
I think about this myself too. But it s always Ein, who says to Diesel to turn around and decides about doing it from behind. From my perspective this position can be hard for Diesel, cause when he was chained to the floor in church basement he was raped like this, so doing it in that way can remain him about priest.
In chapter 36, when Ein and Diesel are face to face in intimate moment, Ein told Diesel to turn around and leave hips. It s sounds kind of cold, but we see only 2 sex scenes with them, so it can be only coincidence.
I think problem with Ein is that he rejects wolf part of Diesel. Ein just talking about Diesel disappearing during day and leaving him. I remember in chapter 17, when Minsuk told Ein, that he thinks, that Bexan doesn t disappear, he s still is this same person, only in dog body, Diesel looks on Ein with hope, that he would also start look at him like that. In that respect, for Diesel was easer being with Yanek, who rather don t have problem with seeing Diesel as person in both his form. Also Diesel seems to has remorse towards Ein, when he turn in dog and leave Ein alone, only cause Ein thinks about this in that way. Poor doggy.
Alex needs to break the cycle for goodness sakes. I may be too understanding but what if his ex also went through a bad breakup from a previous relationship and ended up the way he is because of it and in the process did the same thing that was done to Alex to protect himself from falling in love and getting hurt again (maybe).
Now Alex is practically doing the same thing to DG and others by not allowing others to get too close to him or not allowing them to fall in love with him because of what his ex did to him. It will be a non-ending cycle if this continues. Doesn't Alex realise that? He realises how much DG loves him he should just accept it and understand that DG (and others) is not his ex. He should just live his life!
Oh baby, yes it can be. In fact, it is! (￣∇￣") ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~
No it's not Karam, u blind cunt
Did you parents not teach you any manners? Do you not know how to reply to someone properly? What part in my comment warranted you calling me a blind cunt? And I think you may be stupid because if I were blind, would I be on the internet you disrespectful piece of shit?
If you did not understand my comment, all you had to do was ask.
Umm I'm only 7..
That should be even more of a reason why you should not be on a website like this or even searching through the internet. You are too young be on a website like this! What the heck!
I'm turning 8!! So I'm gonna be old enough to be here
Uhhh
LOL xD
Wtf lmao
I've seen much too often in this comment section of people wanting the couple to break up. And the excuse for that is having a big gap that is making everyone nervous.
I just do not really get it fully. I can understand some people's stance but you have to realise when a people falls in love the first thing on their mind is not about how much older the persn is compared to them. Love is love (except for paedophilia) and people should mind their own business, live their lives and love their partners to the fullest. If two people really and truly loved each other they would try to work it out and compromise because that is what love and having a relationship is all about: try to work things out and sometimes making comprises. Sure there wil be some disagreements and fights because of differences in age due to a partner's maturity or immaturity level, but at the end of the day are you seriously going to let these things ruin your relationship?
I know of many couples, some being older couples, who have quite huge age gaps (my parents being one of them) and they managed to work it out. And of course, I know everyone will not be able to deal with some of the issues that come with having an age gap in the same way someone else would, but I believe if you claim to love a person age should not be one of the excuses why you want to break up with them. My parents have a 23 year age gap between them and they somehow found a way to work things out between them. Of course, they have had their arguments and fights but they have never blamed it on their age gap. And of course, the older you become the more it ends up not being something to bother about anymore... Well, at least that's my opinion. （￣へ￣）(〜￣△￣)〜
i'm usually in the neutral party but with plenty people wanting them to break up i's making me root for them more LOL. IMO after the two had their own space to think and work things out, it should be good for them to end up together.
My reason for thinking they WOULD break up (not should necessarily) had nothing to do with age, but more the lack of trust and the manipulation on older guy's part.
This is one of the most jaded and soulless comment sections I've seen. Just give up and don't bother trying cause usually "blah blah blah painting everyone who isn't perfect as loss causes blah blah old people hate blah."
I'm almost certain He Tian had something to do with this. I would not be at all surprised if we later see him take the old 'uncle' to the side and gives him a couple bucks tip for the help/ service of teasing Mo. Since Mo Guan is so cute when teased. I perfectly get you, He Tian. Tease him some more. Loool! (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
I feel sorry for the He Zhishu but he has been really pissing me off lately the way how he has been treating the doctor. The doctor has been nothing but kind to him. He has been the only one to show the uke he cared, loved him and has a lot of affection towards the starting from the very beginning. Does he really just expects the doctor to sit back and watch him die when he knows damn well how the doctor feels about him and with the attitude he has been treating the doctor with?
He seems in some ways to still be pining away for that shitstain of a boyfriend that didn't care enough to inquire why he was losing so much weight and why he was not eating as much anymore. He was too busy fucking around while the uke took his nonsense and never left until the last few chapters while on the other hand, the sweet doctor is practically worshipping the ground he walks on.
I wanted He Zhishu to leave that dirtbag boyfriend from a long time ago, and never could understand why he stayed with that jerk for so long while knowing what he was doing all along? I know he loved him but he was basically being a doormat to Jiang. You can tell that the uke does not cherish himself at all and always regards themselves as a burden to others. Although it is quite a good read it can be so goddamn frustrating as well sometimes.
I think u don’t understand that this isn’t meant to be a romance between the doctor and Zhishu
The uke said in another life thye could have been together. The uke has loved one man for his whole life and he is about to die, it’s normal he isn’t falling in love with the doctor, knowing that he is dieing and lost his love. I feel sad for the doctor and i dont think the uke should have proposed sex as a compensation but doctor is bound to be sad no matter what
I know that the He Zhishu is not obligated to return the doctor's feelings nor am I really expecting much of any romance between their relationship but I feel like he is no appreciative that someone truly cares for him no matter how he treats that person or whether or not he returns the doctors feelings. He is just sitting there wallowing in self-pity when the majority of the problem lies with him. He could have left his boyfriend long ago when he found out he was cheating or said something about it but he didn't; he could have gone for treatment a lot earlier to catch the disease beflre it became it came any worse but he didn't. He kept putting off his treatments when it got to the point it got so bad despite the doctor begging him to go through with the treatments; even if he wants to die he could still take medicine to help him cope with his illness and at least rase the pain a bit vut he is willfully not taking any medication and allowing himself to suffer through all that pain despite the doctor and others telling him to take better care of himself. He even admitted in the earlier chapters that most of this issues he has right now are the results of being stubborn and putting the things off until he is about to die
In my opinion, yes, He Zhishu is at a point where he does not want to live but that has been the case ever since his boyfriend was ignoring him and wanted nothing to do with him except for when he wanted sex. He is slowly letting himself die because he lost hope in life because of some damn man. I guess that is also what is pissing me off.
I have lost hope of it ever turning to a romance between him and the doctor because he basically just wants to die. But I also was not expecting him to return his feelings per se. At the very least, show a little bit more appreciate and acknowledge that there is someone in his life that truly cares for him. But he doesn't seem to care about any of that. He just wants to die. It feels like he is just committing suicide, although not by his own hands but due to the disease, because of being heartbroken from his shitty boyfriend. That is how it feels like when I read this manwha.
I agree with you on many points but i dont think the treament (chemotherapy) would have given him much time, and if it did, it would be mainly in the hospital (even if he did it before). Also, do you know when the MC learned that he had cancer?
But yea, he lost his will to live and he knows it’s his own fault but thats why he was rejecting the doctor. He tried to put some distance but the only way he can enjoy (a little at least) the end of his life is by being with the doctor, so he can’t let go either.
I think he appreciate and aknowledge the doctor but he can’t give anything in return(not even love) so he offered the only thing he could, considering his mental state at this point its not stupid. But yea that made it look like he didnt believe in the doctor’s love