As much as the artstyle is really pretty, i just don't think i'm ever going to continue reading this. I feel like it should have ended after Lionel's side story.
I'm not a fan of Gray, it pmo just seeing him lowkey & also how each relationship with the mc is so dethatched from all the others.
Now we're getting into the trauma from his past life which honestly is very real. I can't imagine being somewhat of a "failure" in the real world you're born in, where those you love go behind your back and hurt you to the point of wanting to commit suicide, just to get sent back in time & change a giant part of who you are as a person (going from Beta to Omega). On top of all that now being with those same people who hurt you in your reality now nurturing you in this lowkey fake version of the world you knew. That would tweak me out too. If it weren't for him having so many kids, id say pack it up and move to a new side of the world where you didn't know anyone & just start over genuinely.
I love how the ml looks post time skip sm, he's gorg. I like that they're lowkey such freaks and that they're both really masculine. RIP to the author, she was so talented <3
