Ayonoya's Things

death is such an easy thing, one moment u awake the other boom, nothing. Life is ten times scarier cause I never know what will happen, what others might do and think, if I'll ever accomplish any of the things I want to do. I have such anxiety about tomorrow I always go to sleep so late at night just to avoid it as much as possible and when I wake ......   reply

I hate when they say I should be more social and go out more often. I think everyone has their own way of having fun, mine is staying inside listening to music, reading books/mangas or watching anime but I'm not judging theirs. The worst part is that even after being told that countless times I still don't know how to reply or explain to them that ......   2 reply

3 years ago, for just one week in the summer I had this sudden need to die in a painless way so I researched a lot on chill ways to do it, but after those days it's like it never happened. It was a constant thought, everyday, at every hour. It's not like something awful happened to me, it was the most random and weirdest shit ever. In hindsight I h......   reply

Date her, not because I like my looks but because I will know exactly what she feels and thinks and viceversa, so no misunderstandings, we would know what we really need and how to comfort and support each other. That's my ideal (and utopian) relationship :/   reply

Creating this false tomboy unapprochable personality in middle school that made boys look at me like I'm one of them, so now that I have almost the same classmates in high school I can't drop it without looking weird and even if I did I wouldn't be able to speak to them cause I don't know how.   1 reply