Because it scares me, repulses me and interests me at the same time. Also, I haven't been in an actual relationship so that doesn't help. I think that I'm also scared of how they would react when they see me without anything to hide me, like maybe they would feel gross because I'm hairy, or because I'm smell bad for some reason... I don't know... I...... reply
I know that it's nowhere near a realistic representation of romantic relationships, but have you felt kind of sad and lonely after you have read yaois ? even kind of envious of the sexual lives of the characters, because they seem like they really enjoy themselves and have an unbreakable bound ? Or is it just me being frustrated with being a virgin ...
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