The older guy in the last story seemed way older than 42... he looked more like a 55+ to me... XD
So glad I wasnt the only one seeing his eyes screaming 60.
Bruh ikrr
Sugar daddy alert
What is exactly the role of the cute crossdresser/transgender...I mean this character seems to bring nothing to the story... firstly there seem to be a large number of “cells” and there is no apparent reason the psycho would keep his target from being lonely by allowing him a “roommate “... and then it seems she was like the “beta test version “ of the kidnapping... but has absolutely no connection with either of the guys... is she just here to be the cute damszel in distress I’d like to fuck ? Please if someone has an insight on this...
A hint of Asimov’s Rules of robotic... And an AI consciousness awakening... in a story sooo short ! well I liked it ╮(￣▽￣)╭
That I have not read the whole thing yet...buuuuut...I wanted to say one thing ... glasses guy says « even though I gave up on you and tossed aside our friendship » ...and I do not like it...I mean he confessed to the guy he always loved him and so the MC shows that he is a good guy when reacting kindly to the confession and respecting his friends feeling...and then that megane just disappeared with no explanation and never contacted him again even if he still kept in touch with others...he even tried to brush him off at the party ... damn what a stupid and disrespectful coward... little me is not happy !
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I mean it’s easy to see that the MC was hurt... ok it was not unbearable however it was so selfish...I can’t imagine if my bf disappeared or erased me like this ... I would really wonder « what have I done to deserve this »
Same as the (now Uke) had the right to reject a love confession the (now Seme) had the right to not stay as a friend and suffer but move away and try to get over it. If you love someone and stay there just to see them with others is the most damaging and sad thing you can do to your self. I know, I did it. No, it is wrong in so many levels. You have to keep a distance and learn to love yourself and someone new. Not just accepting a friend due to the desire that "someday maybe..." or just to see him more even as a friend. Because then you stay stuck. And a friend if you confess to him but he rejects you have no right to ask you to be his friend if that hurts you
I respect that you chose to keep your distance and lave and I would actually just do that...however what made me react is that he did it without saying anything...and that is cruel because it does not take the feelings of the other guy into account . I think he did deserve at least a goodbye...but it’s only my point of view.
I did it after a lot of time suffering. While I was rejected I had (by my choice of course) to listen to his relationships (mostly by commons friends or relatives). He was coming late night after his dates in my house in order to eat or play games or watching movies and even stay the night. I was there when he was sick, or him losing a relative. And in reality I was used because I was in love and I wanted to see him as much as possible even like this, and I had hoped that if I dressed better, change my hair, help him and stood by him he would acknowledge me. Saddly I was used. He knew my feelings and while their girlfriends were neglecting him (he was sick but the girlfriend he had at the time never came to see him because she "hated hospitals") he was coming to me. For the food, the fun, the sleep, the taking care, the support. We were compatible to everything but he wasn't attracted to me never. So I had to try to move on, and he was pissed about it. I mean it was a good thing for him that I was there always available. But I grew tired.
This was hard on you... of course you’d be tired ! and you were right to chose to move on... and I imagine that he even tried to make you think you’re the bad one... I’ve seen this happen betw my friend and his ex after she broke up , as she knew he still had feelings, she used him as her lackey... so he finally cut her off and it was so hard for him... you had courage in this case and you should be proud of this! My grand mother used to say that if someone hurts you so deep you just want to crawl and cry...keep you head high, smile like a princess and walk like a king ... (yes a king... cause she said that a queen was too often kept in the shadows so if you want to show your pride you have to be a king ) Take care of you!
Thank you for your kind words
were you never in love? when you are young, love is a little faster and more violent somehow, because it clashes with all your already existing fast emotions that plaque you regarding school, who am i questions, future etc. so if you experience this kind of vulnerability....telling your friend your feelings it is somethig like momentarily hitting rock bottom.....that is scary....and because the friend nicely rejected him, it ended for the uke....he had to seperate to become stable.....i can totally understand this.....people are different in the face of stress....there are the types that run when facing stress....others freeze and then there are the fighters.....some can combine many and choose depending on the situation or they learn patience and confidence over the years and are able to seperate stuff....like being in love with your colleauge but keepin all professional for years bla....ya know what i mean?
and....why you go without saying goodbye is because it would break you and sadly haha somewhere deep deep hidden he might have had hope....or the fear that when he faces him he would give in and stay....but he knows that he had the energy to do it so he did it to not loose momentum... :)
Late reply... in fact I do understand his reason but I might be too empathetic of the guy who did not deserves to be hurt and left like this... in my opinion people who act like this are protecting themselves...ok..but have also the goal to hurt the other party willingly because they have been hurt and it’s never a good thing...the fact that we do understand his pain and passion does not automatically mean that we agree Or that it justifies their actions .... Note that I am not a saint and I have hurt people who hurt me too by refusing to talk or see them (but never disappeared totally..too extreme) however in the end I always regretted it...and when I see reaction like that I always think that what comes next can only be regrets... buuut anyway the guy is young and I am not that young anymore and you’re right that might be the main point about this...when we’re young and experience all this turmoil for the first time the way we react is often radical...
As it describes the relationship and wenxu’s side better than the comic ... It will not change your mind but it helps understanding where these two really stand in this mess...and as I thought they are both dysfunctional... zishu says nothing and let’s wenxu have lovers while wallowing in self pity ... and the other just distinguish between love and sex... and does feel the guilt but is kind of waiting for zishu to react... they cruelly lack of honesty and communication...they are both selfish in a different way... it’s frustrating to see someone suffering so much without expressing himself (zishu) ...this story hurts ...you just want to lock them in a room and say : zishu, here is wenxu...a stupid sadist who prioritize his sexdrive but still think your the most important and is waiting for you to tell him to stop his bullshit...and wenxu this zishu, the one you claim to be the love of your life but ignore anyway so now he thinks you do not give a shit about him... and is now dying ... so now talk and decide for yourself once you have all the cards in hand !
Now I want to read it too. Is there any link you might have?
It's still being translated, but it updates pretty fast: https://www.flying-lines.com/nu/the-decade-of-deep-love/c-1-chapter-1
Yea but it wasn’t just about cheating, Wenxu didn’t treasure Zishu at all, he wasn’t a priority anymore. I understand that Zishu should have said something but he was scared of losing his love. Even when Zishu was sick, Wenxu went to see his secret lover.
Yes I agree with you , that’s why I said that the novel will not make you change your mind (it did not change mine) .. wenxu is a bastard anyway...however the novel makes him more “human”
Well even if he was a bastard, right now he is everything and i just want everyone to get an happy ending (mainly the MC, and no matter what, him dieing isnt an happy ending for me, even if he is « happy »). But this looks like a sad ending for everyone
It would be bad if this one get happy ending. Iykwim
He is regretting everything* and i understand what he did was bad but seeing how he is regretting i also want him to have an happy ending. I usually want all « good » character to get an happy ending, and most of the character i consider them good xD
I can relate so much to the mc...I was chubby until I was 19/20 and then I went thinner (without really dieting...just something dealing with hormones) and became what I am now... I had so many insecurities when I first went out with my BF (still my BF now ...for more than 10 y) ... but he never did say anything regarding my body not being « perfect » and always told me I was attractive and the best etc... so I really like seeing this little chubby guy being loved like he deserved to be :)
I was well prepared for a funny ride... however...it didn’t work for me.
The Teacher was straight and stated that he didn’t want to do anything sexual... as the story evolved I could see the attachment growing but more like a big brother/little brother relationship...like he found him cute etc... didn’t want him to cry...on the other hand that Neko was quite the pervert and kind of forced his way into it. There were some funny moments but it just felt empty in the end... I guess me and that story were not made for each other...
Shinjo Mayu style...back in the 90s... I did not finish reading...as I know how it will end anyway...
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little lamb falls in (Stockholm syndrome kind of) love with the bastard who assaults her and treat her like a sexual object...no depth she is only stupidly naive and overly sexualized... and he is young beautiful and rich and a bastard... He treats her like as a sex doll but she will love him anyway... -_-